You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back. You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why.
A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know I've cried. Wanting him is hard to forget, loving him is hard to regret, losing him is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet.
I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again. I wish he meant it when he kissed me cause then I could look back and see someone who loved me but I can only go back and see someone who used me. You wonder why I don't talk to you anymore and please believe me when I say it's not that I don't want to, it's just that everything I want to say I can't tell you anymore.
Hold my hand, just one more time, so I can remind myself why it is that I can't get over you. I just wonder how many people never get the one they want, but end up with the one they're supposed to have. The hardest thing about growing up is that you have to do what is right for you even if it means breaking someone's heart.
Sometimes all you need is a broken heart to realize that something even better is right in front of our eyes, just waiting to be found. Every time I see him all cool, calm and collected, I lose my breath, my heart starts pounding, and I am painfully aware that I am not over him and he is over me. I don't know which is worse, being the one with the broken heart or being the person that breaks the hearts.
It's not that we aren't meant to be together, I think that we're just not ready for forever. Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. There were reasons we met, reasons for the good times and reasons for the bad times, and most importantly a reason to end. Somehow I know we'll meet again, not quite sure where and not sure when, your in my heart so until then good-bye.
Walk home drowning these memories in the rain biting my lip to transfer this pain, your gone and I'm still going through withdrawals, next time around I'll build a stronger wall.
You and me are inevitable, you're all that makes me happy but if you break my heart again, I'll kill you. In this weird twisted way, I know you miss me liking you, not because I want to believe it's true, but because you'll never find a girl that can put up with you like I did; you'll never find a girl who will care as much as I did, because no one will waste all there love on someone like you, like I did. It's amazing after all we've been through the good times and the bad how we can walk past each other and pretend like it never happened give each other an awkward smile and move on. The tough thing about following you heart is that people forget to mention that sometimes the heart takes you to places you shouldn't be. It's really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go but its even more painful to ask someone to stay if they never wanted to stay. I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mending whole was good as new. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.
Love is a perky elf dancing a merry little jig and then suddenly he turns on you with a miniature machine gun. Life doesn't hurt until you have time to yourself to think about how things have changed, who you've lost along the way, and how much of it is your fault. Like being in love there must be a corresponding painful side like losing in love, it's just a fact of life. You really know you love someone when all you want is for them to be happy, even if that means that you are not a part of it.
Sometimes - no matter how long, or how much you love someone, they will never love you back and somehow you have to learn to be okay with that.
I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't. I want you to know that you will never find another girl that will put up with as much crap as I do and enjoy it. There's always that one special person that no matter what they do to you, you just cant let them go.
I sit here and think about everything that happened this past week and not a single tear runs down my cheek.
I'd like to think I'll be happy again, but I really need to just stop and cry now, and sometimes I wish I could just scream at you, and show you what you do to me. And even though you lied, and even though you pretended to care I can't seem to get you out of my mind and even though it seems like I should be over you, with every tear that falls, it reminds me of how much I am still in love with you. Have you ever hated somebody so much that you wish they would just leave and never come back but yet, loved them so much, you knew youd die if they did?
I've been through this pain before I've even cried these tears before but to get you back, I'd go through so much more. I'm going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everythings perfect, act like its just a dream and pretend that he's not hurting me. I know I made a lot of stupid mistakes in my life, but the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most wouldn't hurt me again. I feel like I am sitting in a room full of people that I love, and you know what, they just don't care that I love them. I'm scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast, because every time I fall in love, it never seems to last.
I smile yet break down and cry, you're the reason I keep going and the reason I fall, cause without you in my life I'm nothing at all. You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself everything is. I would have followed him to hell if he asked me to and with all he put me through, maybe I did.
I used to think that if I loved you enough you would realize it and love me back, but I can only love so much for so long.
I love you yet I hate you its like I want to throw you off a cliff and then run really fast to the bottom and catch you.
I don't know which is worse, keeping your love for someone a secret or telling them and risk being rejected. I don't know which is worse, loving someone knowing its going to cause you pain or being in pain because you can't love someone. It hurts to realize that them people you thought you'd love for life don't love you as much as you thought they did and can do without you as if they never knew you at all. I want to cry, I really do, but I guess I just don't want to give you the satisfaction of knowing that you hurt me once again.
Difficult or easy, pleasant or bitter, you are the same you; I cannot live, with or without you.
This time its over I'm keeping my heart, I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart it'll get better, I'll no longer cryin a couple of weeks I won't want to die, I won't want to go back. It hurts to see someone you love ignoring you, it also hurts to see that he doesn't feel your love.
To let go of someone doesn't mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back. I never regretted telling you I liked you, I only regretted never hearing what you really thought of me. It's hard to love someone who's in love with someone else, you have to ignore the pain and swallow your pride. To me, love is having your head tell you to slap him but all you wanna do is look into his eyes and smile.
Sometimes I love you, Sometimes you make me blue, Sometimes I feel good, At times I feel used. I have been thinking a lot about growing up, and all of the relationships and broken hearts we go through. You only love him because you fear that he just might be the only one that will ever love you. It's not that I still love him, because I don't, it's just that I still worry about his stupidity.
There will always be faces you can never look at without emotion and there are names you can never hear spoken without that same old feelings returning. I don't understand why I let myself stay with you, after all the lies and all the tears cried.
Don't wanna do it today There's a part of me that wishes I could just forget But I haven't found the mercy yet.
There's nothing scarier then getting what you want, cause that's when you really have something to lose. I'm mad at myself for crying, I don't even remember the reason but the tears keep flowing and they just wont stop I'm supposed to be strong but everything's so wrong.
Maybe sometimes you just have to say what's in your heart, not just what you think someone wants to hear. I'm sorry that I'm not the one you wanted that I made your life fucked up its not telling you how I feel that scares me. The higher you build the walls around your heart, the harder you fall when someone tears them down.
I want to be the one - I want to be the person that touches your heart and makes it skip a beat - I want to be that person whose arms make you just melt - I want to be the person that your destined to be with.
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I’ve learned a lot this last year- who I am, who I want to be, what I want out of life, what my deepest fears are, what makes me so happy, and who I am in Christ. To my incredible best friends who read these- you make my heart so happy when you let me know that you read these. Last, but not least- to my wonderful family- thank you so much for supporting me and loving me everyday. You’re going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words at all the right times. Sometimes, God lets you hit rock bottom, so that you will discover that He is the rock at the bottom. Our lives are storybooks that we write for ourselves; wonderfully illustrated by the people we meet. You’ll meet only a few people in your whole life who are truly abandoned houses- rundown, worn out, collapsing at the seams. Religion is man, searching for God, but Christianity is God, searching for man, which is why salvation is freely mine, forgiveness is my own. You are more sinful than you could dare imagine, and you are more loved and accepted than you could ever date hope. And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. When the photograph was developed, a close-up of a young woman`s face appeared on the film. Karen had received a copy of this photo just before leaving for Medjugorje herself, and after Ivan`s talk with her group she had an opportunity to ask him if it looked like The Madonna. At Tihaljina`s, Immaculate Conception Church a magnificent crucifix stands behind the altar.
He preaches a rich spiritual insight into the meaning of Medjugorje morning, noon, and night. But only one photograph of the face came out so beautiful and life-like that it captures the heart of everyone who sees it. Some claim that when they pray before this particular portrait, the expression on the face of Our Lady often appears to change. Also during the retreat, the Prayer of Consecration to the Immaculate Heart of Mary was received in a prophetic message. Over the years people questioned the visionaries of Medjugorje about Our Lady`s appearance, but the most successful inquirer by far was the author, FR. Time has passed and attempts at portraying Our Lady as she appears at Medjugorje have multiplied. 1-------AS THE FIRST THING, TELL ME : HOW TALL IS THE MADONNA THAT YOU REGULARLY SEE ?a€?( VICKA ) IS 5 FEET 5 INCHES.
5-------WHEN SHE IS WITH THE CHILD JESUS DOES SHE LOOK OLDER ?a€?SHE LOOKS AS USUAL---SHE LOOKS THE SAME.


10-------NATURALLY YOUR MADONNA ALSO HAS HER OWN FACE.a€?HOW DOES IT LOOK : ROUND OR RATHER LONG--OVAL ?
13-------WHAT KIND OF LIPS DOES OUR LADY HAVE--RATHER THICK OR THIN ?a€?NORMAL---BEAUTIFUL---THEY ARE MORE THIN. 15-------DOES OUR LADY HAVE ANY DIMPLES, AS WE PEOPLE USUALLY HAVE ?a€?ORDINARILY SHE DOESN`T---PERHAPS A LITTLE, IF SHE SMILES. 29-------IS A PART OF OUR LADY`S NECK VISIBLE ?a€?HER NECK IS VISIBLE, BUT NOTHING OF HER BOSOM IS VISIBLE. 33-------ON THE BODY OF THE MADONNA THAT YOU SEE, IS HER FEMININITY NOTICEABLE ?a€?OF, COURSE IT`S NOTICEABLE ! 34-------IS THERE ANYTHING ELSE ON OUR LADY BESIDES THIS DRESS DESCRIBED ?a€?SHE HAS A VEIL ON HER HEAD. 37-------HOW MUCH OF HER DRESS DOES THE VEIL COVER ?a€?IT COVERS HER HEADa€?SHOULDERS AND COMPLETE BODY FROM THE BACK AND FROM THE SIDES.
45-------ARE THERE ALWAYS STARS AROUND HER HEAD ?a€?ORDINARILY THERE ARE---THERE ALWAYS ARE ( VICKA ). 49-------ARE THEY IN ANY WAY CONNECTED WITH EACH OTHER ?a€?THEY ARE CONNECTED WITH SOMETHING---SO THAT THEY CAN STAY UP ( VICKA ).
51-------WHERE DO YOU SEE IT ?a€?A LITTLE ABOVE HER FOREHEAD---FROM UNDER THE VEIL---FROM THE LEFT SIDE. 55-------WHAT IS OUR LADY USUALLY LOOKING AT DURING THE APPARITION ?a€?USUALLY SHE IS LOOKING AT US---SOMETIMES AT SOMETHING ELSE, AT WHAT SHE`S SHOWING.
57-------WHEN DOES SHE HOLD HER HANDS FOLDED ?a€?ALMOST NEVER---MAYBE SOMETIMES AT THE a€? GLORY BE a€?. 58-------DOES SHE EVER MOVE, GESTURE WITH HER HANDS DURING THE APPARITIONS ?a€?SHE DOES NOT GESTURE, EXCEPT WHEN SHE SHOWS SOMETHING. 59-------WHICH WAY ARE HER PALMS TURNED WHEN HER HANDS ARE EXTENDED ?a€?HER PALMS ARE USUALLY RELAXED UPWARDS---HER FINGERS ARE RELAXED IN THE SAME WAY. In February 1990, during a retreat at the Immaculate Conception Church in Tihaljina, over 100 photographs were taken by a member of Send Your Spirit. Some people in Medjugorje suggested that the picture be distributed, not only at the Immaculate Conception Church at Tihaljina, but also to people in Medjugorje and to people all over the world. This portrait of Mary is used by many Marian apostolates to encourage devotion to Our Lady and dedication to her Immaculate Heart. 5-------WHEN SHE IS WITH THE CHILD JESUS DOES SHE LOOK OLDER ?SHE LOOKS AS USUAL---SHE LOOKS THE SAME. 13-------WHAT KIND OF LIPS DOES OUR LADY HAVE--RATHER THICK OR THIN ?NORMAL---BEAUTIFUL---THEY ARE MORE THIN.
15-------DOES OUR LADY HAVE ANY DIMPLES, AS WE PEOPLE USUALLY HAVE ?ORDINARILY SHE DOESN`T---PERHAPS A LITTLE, IF SHE SMILES. 16-------IS THERE SOME PLEASANT SMILE ORDINARILY NOTICEABLE ON HER COUNTENANCE ?MAYBE---MORE LIKE SOME INDESCRIBABLE GENTLENESS---THERE`S A SMILE VISIBLE AS IF SOMEHOW UNDER HER SKIN ( VICKA ).
27-------HOW FAR DOWN DOES HER DRESS REACH ?ALL THE WAY DOWN TO THE LITTLE CLOUD ON WHICH SHE`S STANDINGIT---BLENDS INTO THE CLOUD.
29-------IS A PART OF OUR LADY`S NECK VISIBLE ?HER NECK IS VISIBLE, BUT NOTHING OF HER BOSOM IS VISIBLE. 33-------ON THE BODY OF THE MADONNA THAT YOU SEE, IS HER FEMININITY NOTICEABLE ?OF, COURSE IT`S NOTICEABLE ! 34-------IS THERE ANYTHING ELSE ON OUR LADY BESIDES THIS DRESS DESCRIBED ?SHE HAS A VEIL ON HER HEAD. 37-------HOW MUCH OF HER DRESS DOES THE VEIL COVER ?IT COVERS HER HEADSHOULDERS AND COMPLETE BODY FROM THE BACK AND FROM THE SIDES.
45-------ARE THERE ALWAYS STARS AROUND HER HEAD ?ORDINARILY THERE ARE---THERE ALWAYS ARE ( VICKA ).
49-------ARE THEY IN ANY WAY CONNECTED WITH EACH OTHER ?THEY ARE CONNECTED WITH SOMETHING---SO THAT THEY CAN STAY UP ( VICKA ).
51-------WHERE DO YOU SEE IT ?A LITTLE ABOVE HER FOREHEAD---FROM UNDER THE VEIL---FROM THE LEFT SIDE. 55-------WHAT IS OUR LADY USUALLY LOOKING AT DURING THE APPARITION ?USUALLY SHE IS LOOKING AT US---SOMETIMES AT SOMETHING ELSE, AT WHAT SHE`S SHOWING. 57-------WHEN DOES SHE HOLD HER HANDS FOLDED ?ALMOST NEVER---MAYBE SOMETIMES AT THE a€? GLORY BE a€?.
58-------DOES SHE EVER MOVE, GESTURE WITH HER HANDS DURING THE APPARITIONS ?SHE DOES NOT GESTURE, EXCEPT WHEN SHE SHOWS SOMETHING. 59-------WHICH WAY ARE HER PALMS TURNED WHEN HER HANDS ARE EXTENDED ?HER PALMS ARE USUALLY RELAXED UPWARDS---HER FINGERS ARE RELAXED IN THE SAME WAY.
Well ,it's like, once I sat down and looked at the situation, all the pieces lying on the floor, it just wasn't a puzzle anymore.
Yeah we were young and dumb, but it still was fun and I guess these things just tend to fall apart and I hope you feel the same. He still crosses my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart.
No more sex, no more hands in places they shouldn't be, no more giving you my heart so you can stamp all over it.
Like him driving with his hand resting on my knee and the way we'd share a big gooey ice cream. For that's the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. What is broken is broken - and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.
Let me rip your world into little pieces, let me destroy who you thought you were, and then I'll ask if we can be friends. And no matter how many times I tell myself that I'm better off with out you, a part of me just won't let go.
It's kind of complicated, but I'll tell you this the second you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy, that's love right there. I can't say that I'm completely happy for you but I guess that's just a part of life, I'll always have feelings for you but the rest of the world is forcing me to move on.
And you get so mad but you don't yell at them because you know it would hurt their feelings. I will tell you what my problem is, I LOVE YOU I love your name, I love the way you look at me, I love your gorgeous smile, I love the way you walk, I love your beautiful eyes, I love what you look like when you are asleep, I love the sound of your laugh, to hear your voice fills my entire heart with an indescribable feeling. It makes me think about all of the people that have said they love me and didn’t mean it as well, and I get really pissed off, because I hate when people lie.
It all comes and blows back up in your face, making you remember, that nothing ever works out for you. Please don’t turn your back, I cant believe it's hard just to talk to you, but you don't understand.
Just when you think you can move on, you'll remember all the reasons why you held on so long.
And it's really hard for me to do because I know that there's a part of me that will be in love with you for the rest of my life.
I promised a lot of y'all that I would continue this blog, and I’m not one to back down on my word.
You know when sometimes you meet someone so beautiful and then you actually talk to them and five minutes later, they’re as dull as a brick? Never lose an opportunity of seeing anything beautiful, for beauty is God’s handwriting. There are still a ton of things that I have yet to learn, and for me, life is constantly showing me that I don’t know everything. We’re expected to know exactly who we are and who we want to be, and what we want out of life. I’m so blessed to have such an amazing family that really cares about me and constantly encourages me to fight for my dreams.
Those who love you are not fooled by mistakes you have made or dark images you hold about yourself. The ball is suspended there to remind us before we pop the champagne and celebrate the new year, to stop and reflect on the year that has gone by. I’m starting to believe that society has tried to condition every single one of us to feel as though we must be categorized in order to feel accepted. You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking about how you’ll escape it one day, and how awesome it will be, and imagining that future keeps you going, but you never do it. During the time of The Visitation, she had taken a picture of The Crucifix on the wall above where the young visionaries appeared to be looking. Ivan, like the other visionaries, was normally turned off by such requests concerning pictures. On the left of the altar is a statue of Mary as our Lady of Grace that has become world famous. Jozo distributes portraits of the statue of Mary as a reminder of the spirituality of Medjugorje.
During the next two years, several attempts we remade at photographing the statue to obtain a suitable picture.
It became obvious that both of these God-given gifts, the prayer and the portrait of the statue, were inseperable and belonged together. For a number of years he heard confessions in Medjugorje and acquired an intimate knowledge of Medjugorje spirituality.
Bubalo had interviews with the other visionaries, but in the end decided to publish only the conversations he had with Vicka, because it seemed to him that she answered his questions in the most comprehensive way. Many of these attempts diverged from the description given by the visionaries, so in order to prevent further confusion, FR. WHAT IS IT LIKE : SHARP OR ?a€?A NICE, LITTLE NOSE ( MIRJANA )---NORMAL,a€?HARMONIZING WITH HER FACE ( MARIJA ). WHAT IS IT LIKE : SHARP OR ?A NICE, LITTLE NOSE ( MIRJANA )---NORMAL,HARMONIZING WITH HER FACE ( MARIJA ). Maybe if this happens enough, my heart will become completely hardened to him, and I'll get to the point where he doesn't affect me anymore.
But I especially miss the hot nights in those motel rooms when he was all around me, the taste, and the scent and the feel of him. And when I return looking more beautiful and confident than ever before all I want you to realize is what you had and what you will never have again. Promises can be broken just as easily as they were made, and as hard as it is to believe, sometimes goodbyes are forever. Just go please and don't look back, because I know if you did, I'd come running back to you and I can't do that. I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood. You should go out with anyone your heart desires because, eventually, I know what will happen.
You'll be back when you realize that you broke up with the one girl who was meant to be with you. I mean, if they were lying to get in my pants, that is one thing, but just for the sake of dragging this heart through the mud.
Never waste it on some one who doesn't want their friends to know they're in love with you. Before you can get there but if you give up on things you want, everything you've gone through ends up being completely worthless. She dreams about what her soulmate will look like and how so swept up she’ll be in his love. I’ve listed my new website below so if any of y'all are interested in checking it out, you can just head there.
Your job is not to figure out when, but to make up your mind that you won’t give up until you cross the finish line and are living in the radical, outrageous blessings of God! We’re afraid of having something with the potential to hurt us standing right before our eyes and not registering it as a threat. And I think that there is a different pattern for every living person, every person that has ever lived, and every person that will ever live. I wish you could see yourself the way I see you and I wish you could love yourself the way I love you.
I hope I never have to convince myself to love any certain part of you because I hope it all comes naturally. I am so blessed to have such a wonderful family that has molded me into the person that I am, and I love each of you so, so, so much.
But to the movers, the makers, and the shakers, the world is all around them, an endless invitation. Peel back the layers of someone’s ethnic background, gender, sex, skin color, opinions and so on.


Like a good song, or a good book, or a good memory you can take out and unfold in your darkest times, pressing down on the corners and peering in close, hoping you still recognize the person you see there. This statue of Mary was made in Italy and was brought to Tihaljina at great expense to the parishioners. In 1988, there were no photographs of the statue with English printed prayers available at Tihaljina. However, none were successful : either the picture contrast was not acceptable, or the camera malfunctioned, or the angle of the portrait wasn't correct.
As a result, the Send Your Spirit Portrait of Mary was produced with the Prayer of Consecration given at the retreat printed on the back. Besides, what the other visionaries had to say did not differ essentially from Vicka`s accounts. Bubalo, Though now advanced in years ( HE WAS BORN IN 1913, ) sent a questionnaire to all the visionaries, in which he asked them to supply answers to a number of questions relating to Our Lady`s appearance. These five were ; Ivan Dragicevic, Vicka Ivankovic, Marija Pavlovic, Ivanka Ivankovic, and Mirjana Dragicevic. These powerful verses are like a mirror.A If you will be brave enough to look honestly into that mirror, you will find that Paul lists fifteen powerfulA points about the love of God and how it behaves.
And if you can honestly say you don't feel anything for me after that night, I will finally let you go.
Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone. And I'd fall asleep in his arms, with the sound of his heartbeat being the last thing I heard before going to sleep. I don't know how much just one heart can take really, and I don't really want to find out either. See, you're gonna be with all those other girls, but none of those girls are gonna be like me. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse.
It’s not something new when a girl tells you that she has a list of qualities that she wants to have in a guy.
The more you trust Jesus and keep your eyes focused on Him, the more life you’ll have. And above all, I wish your life is everything you deserve because, in my opinion, you deserve the world. There are people who are more attractive, more intelligent, more caring, and more fortunate.
I feel like people get really frustrated with me because I have a really hard time letting people find out who I really am. I am so blessed by every single one of you and I can’t thank you enough for taking the time to read my posts-it means so much to me. Thank you for being there through all the frustrations, jealousies, fights and anxiety attacks- I am so grateful to have you in my life. And when the time comes, I want you to draw back their curtains and, once and for all, let the light in. Maybe you’re a lot more wonderful, beautiful, and special than you ever give yourself credit for.
Do your own bit of saving, and if you drown, at least die knowing you were headed to shore. They will watch with a confused look and wonder why I give so much and do not ask for more in return. The Church parishioners have come to regard this statue as the Immaculate Conception, the namesake of their church. It was suggested that one should be produced so that it could be available to all English-speaking pilgrims who come to Tihaljina.
What seemed at the outset to be an easy task turned into a frustrating and laborious project, plagued with all sorts of difficulties. Because of circumstances, the sixth visionary, Jakov Colo was unable to return his questionnaire form, but he agreed with what the other visionaries said, and had nothing to add to their accounts. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. And we gaze up at the sky, lying beneath our fears and dreams, and futures, and if we could find the right pattern, we might be able to know where we’re supposed to be.
I want to love you like the space between lightning and thunder- electrified and alive, but silent and knowing. Sometimes, I feel like if I give everything away- my thoughts, my fears, my feelings- that once that person decides to leave (which they always do at one point or another), I won’t have anything left to myself.
And every human is born with the need to laugh, the capability to fear, the tendency to love, and the inevitability to die. I will give it because giving is getting and there is nothing quite so important as emptying your heart every single day and leaving nothing undone, no declarations of it unsaid. Jozo came to believe in the apparitions and was imprisoned for refusing to suppress the young visionaries.
It's more incredible the way he has me on the edge of my seat because he's so completely random, I never know what's coming next. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. I will stop by every now and then to check messages and stuff, so please don’t hesitate to send me a message. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your life…you give them a piece of you. But the night sky is bigger than I can even begin to grasp, so I lay down on the damp summer grass amidst laughter and sips of wine, and I trace my finger along the brightest stars I can find, and I smile.
So why are we wasting our time allowing these convoluted labels and socially constructed notions interfere with the fact that we’re essentially the same? Then one day someone will come along, and it'll all pay off and no one will ever break your heart again.
It's hard to explain, but he filled some void in me, and now, without him, I'm missing something again.
The stars can keep the burden of knowing where it is that I will end up, because I am happy with where I am right now. So when that ball drops at midnight, let’s remember to be nice to each other, kind to each other. Or the way you think it's crazy that I'm crying over it cause to you breaking up is no big deal. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore.
You could say thatA agape is a love that isna€™t based on response but on a decision to keep on loving, regardless of a recipienta€™s response or lack of response. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And until that day, I will take His hand, and let him do in me whatever needs to be done, no matter how painful it will be for me. People should love you for your heart, not because of what you look like or the things that you’ve done. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. You shouldn’t have to get drunk or smoke or have sex with random people just so people will like you. The wordA makros may indicate something that is long, distant, far, remote, or of long duration. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this.
If you show people your heart and how much you care about them, people will like you for you. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. It can be translated as the words forbearance and patience.A The wordA makrothumia (a€?longsufferinga€?) is like a candle that has a very long wick.
Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection.
And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place.
Just remember, that sometimes, the way you think about a person, isn’t the way they actually are. It is readyA to forbear and patiently wait until a certain person finally comes around, makes progress, changes, or hears what you are trying to communicateA or teach him.
After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going.
Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. In fact, the harder the fight and the longer the struggle, the more committedA agape love becomes. Like a candle with an endless wick, it just keeps burning and burning and burning, for it never knows how to quit. This,A of course, is contrary to human nature, which says, a€?Ia€™m sick and tired of waiting and believing. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible.
So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. In other words, God has magnificently bestowed on you sufficient love to be longsuffering in any relationship or situation.A Goda€™s love has literally been poured forth, dispensed, and shed abroad in your heart. It supernaturally becomes stronger and more committedA the longer it takes to get through to the heart of the one who is loved. Instead,A agape makes you want to bend over backwards to become what others need you to be for them! Thus, the word a€?kinda€? portraysA a willingness to serve and to change in order to meet the needs of others.
Instead, it is always reaching out, thinking and focusing primarily on theA needs of others. This is a person so bent on getting his own way that he is willing to sacrifice anything or anyone to get it. He is so consumed with himself thatA he doesna€™t ever think of the needs or desires of others. You see, real agape love doesna€™t think of itself first but is always looking outward, thinking of the other person rather than itself.
Now you must look into Goda€™s a€?mirrora€? and see what it tells you about your own life today. Are you more focused on people around you than on yourself?A If your answer is yes to these questions, then praise God for the great growth and spiritual maturity you have gained in your life.
I realizeA that Ia€™ve allowed myself to get clogged up with my own self-interests far too often. I realize that the only way I canA become this selfless is to yield to the Holy Spirit so He can do a deep work in my life. I am so concerned about the welfare of others that one of myA chief priorities in life is to become everything I need to be to meet their needs. Although God has given me my ownA dreams and desires, I never neglect to help others achieve their dreams and aspirations asA well.
Can you say that you are longsuffering and patient with others, or would you have to admit that you tend to be short-tempered and quick to a€?blow your topa€? when other people dona€™t do exactly what you expected them to do?A 2.
Can you say that you are compliant to the needs of those around you, or would you have to say you are continually demanding that others meet your needs?



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