You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back. You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why.
A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know I've cried. Wanting him is hard to forget, loving him is hard to regret, losing him is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet. I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again. I wish he meant it when he kissed me cause then I could look back and see someone who loved me but I can only go back and see someone who used me. You wonder why I don't talk to you anymore and please believe me when I say it's not that I don't want to, it's just that everything I want to say I can't tell you anymore. Hold my hand, just one more time, so I can remind myself why it is that I can't get over you. I just wonder how many people never get the one they want, but end up with the one they're supposed to have. The hardest thing about growing up is that you have to do what is right for you even if it means breaking someone's heart. Sometimes all you need is a broken heart to realize that something even better is right in front of our eyes, just waiting to be found. Every time I see him all cool, calm and collected, I lose my breath, my heart starts pounding, and I am painfully aware that I am not over him and he is over me. I don't know which is worse, being the one with the broken heart or being the person that breaks the hearts. It's not that we aren't meant to be together, I think that we're just not ready for forever. Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you.
There were reasons we met, reasons for the good times and reasons for the bad times, and most importantly a reason to end. Somehow I know we'll meet again, not quite sure where and not sure when, your in my heart so until then good-bye. Walk home drowning these memories in the rain biting my lip to transfer this pain, your gone and I'm still going through withdrawals, next time around I'll build a stronger wall. You and me are inevitable, you're all that makes me happy but if you break my heart again, I'll kill you. In this weird twisted way, I know you miss me liking you, not because I want to believe it's true, but because you'll never find a girl that can put up with you like I did; you'll never find a girl who will care as much as I did, because no one will waste all there love on someone like you, like I did. It's amazing after all we've been through the good times and the bad how we can walk past each other and pretend like it never happened give each other an awkward smile and move on. The tough thing about following you heart is that people forget to mention that sometimes the heart takes you to places you shouldn't be.
It's really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go but its even more painful to ask someone to stay if they never wanted to stay. I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mending whole was good as new. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. Love is a perky elf dancing a merry little jig and then suddenly he turns on you with a miniature machine gun.
Life doesn't hurt until you have time to yourself to think about how things have changed, who you've lost along the way, and how much of it is your fault. Like being in love there must be a corresponding painful side like losing in love, it's just a fact of life. You really know you love someone when all you want is for them to be happy, even if that means that you are not a part of it. Sometimes - no matter how long, or how much you love someone, they will never love you back and somehow you have to learn to be okay with that. I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't. I want you to know that you will never find another girl that will put up with as much crap as I do and enjoy it. There's always that one special person that no matter what they do to you, you just cant let them go. I sit here and think about everything that happened this past week and not a single tear runs down my cheek.
I'd like to think I'll be happy again, but I really need to just stop and cry now, and sometimes I wish I could just scream at you, and show you what you do to me.
And even though you lied, and even though you pretended to care I can't seem to get you out of my mind and even though it seems like I should be over you, with every tear that falls, it reminds me of how much I am still in love with you. Have you ever hated somebody so much that you wish they would just leave and never come back but yet, loved them so much, you knew youd die if they did? I've been through this pain before I've even cried these tears before but to get you back, I'd go through so much more. I'm going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everythings perfect, act like its just a dream and pretend that he's not hurting me. I know I made a lot of stupid mistakes in my life, but the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most wouldn't hurt me again. I feel like I am sitting in a room full of people that I love, and you know what, they just don't care that I love them. I'm scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast, because every time I fall in love, it never seems to last.


I smile yet break down and cry, you're the reason I keep going and the reason I fall, cause without you in my life I'm nothing at all.
You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself everything is. I would have followed him to hell if he asked me to and with all he put me through, maybe I did.
I used to think that if I loved you enough you would realize it and love me back, but I can only love so much for so long. I love you yet I hate you its like I want to throw you off a cliff and then run really fast to the bottom and catch you. I don't know which is worse, keeping your love for someone a secret or telling them and risk being rejected. I don't know which is worse, loving someone knowing its going to cause you pain or being in pain because you can't love someone. It hurts to realize that them people you thought you'd love for life don't love you as much as you thought they did and can do without you as if they never knew you at all. I want to cry, I really do, but I guess I just don't want to give you the satisfaction of knowing that you hurt me once again. Difficult or easy, pleasant or bitter, you are the same you; I cannot live, with or without you. This time its over I'm keeping my heart, I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart it'll get better, I'll no longer cryin a couple of weeks I won't want to die, I won't want to go back. It hurts to see someone you love ignoring you, it also hurts to see that he doesn't feel your love.
To let go of someone doesn't mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back. I never regretted telling you I liked you, I only regretted never hearing what you really thought of me.
It's hard to love someone who's in love with someone else, you have to ignore the pain and swallow your pride.
To me, love is having your head tell you to slap him but all you wanna do is look into his eyes and smile. Sometimes I love you, Sometimes you make me blue, Sometimes I feel good, At times I feel used.
I have been thinking a lot about growing up, and all of the relationships and broken hearts we go through. You only love him because you fear that he just might be the only one that will ever love you. It's not that I still love him, because I don't, it's just that I still worry about his stupidity. There will always be faces you can never look at without emotion and there are names you can never hear spoken without that same old feelings returning. I don't understand why I let myself stay with you, after all the lies and all the tears cried. Don't wanna do it today There's a part of me that wishes I could just forget But I haven't found the mercy yet.
There's nothing scarier then getting what you want, cause that's when you really have something to lose. I'm mad at myself for crying, I don't even remember the reason but the tears keep flowing and they just wont stop I'm supposed to be strong but everything's so wrong.
Maybe sometimes you just have to say what's in your heart, not just what you think someone wants to hear. I'm sorry that I'm not the one you wanted that I made your life fucked up its not telling you how I feel that scares me. The higher you build the walls around your heart, the harder you fall when someone tears them down. I want to be the one - I want to be the person that touches your heart and makes it skip a beat - I want to be that person whose arms make you just melt - I want to be the person that your destined to be with.
Well ,it's like, once I sat down and looked at the situation, all the pieces lying on the floor, it just wasn't a puzzle anymore.
Yeah we were young and dumb, but it still was fun and I guess these things just tend to fall apart and I hope you feel the same. He still crosses my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. No more sex, no more hands in places they shouldn't be, no more giving you my heart so you can stamp all over it.
Like him driving with his hand resting on my knee and the way we'd share a big gooey ice cream. For that's the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. What is broken is broken - and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived. Let me rip your world into little pieces, let me destroy who you thought you were, and then I'll ask if we can be friends.
And no matter how many times I tell myself that I'm better off with out you, a part of me just won't let go.
It's kind of complicated, but I'll tell you this the second you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy, that's love right there. I can't say that I'm completely happy for you but I guess that's just a part of life, I'll always have feelings for you but the rest of the world is forcing me to move on. And you get so mad but you don't yell at them because you know it would hurt their feelings. I will tell you what my problem is, I LOVE YOU I love your name, I love the way you look at me, I love your gorgeous smile, I love the way you walk, I love your beautiful eyes, I love what you look like when you are asleep, I love the sound of your laugh, to hear your voice fills my entire heart with an indescribable feeling.


It makes me think about all of the people that have said they love me and didn’t mean it as well, and I get really pissed off, because I hate when people lie. It all comes and blows back up in your face, making you remember, that nothing ever works out for you.
Please don’t turn your back, I cant believe it's hard just to talk to you, but you don't understand. Just when you think you can move on, you'll remember all the reasons why you held on so long. And it's really hard for me to do because I know that there's a part of me that will be in love with you for the rest of my life. Maybe if this happens enough, my heart will become completely hardened to him, and I'll get to the point where he doesn't affect me anymore. But I especially miss the hot nights in those motel rooms when he was all around me, the taste, and the scent and the feel of him. And when I return looking more beautiful and confident than ever before all I want you to realize is what you had and what you will never have again. Promises can be broken just as easily as they were made, and as hard as it is to believe, sometimes goodbyes are forever. Just go please and don't look back, because I know if you did, I'd come running back to you and I can't do that.
I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood. You should go out with anyone your heart desires because, eventually, I know what will happen. You'll be back when you realize that you broke up with the one girl who was meant to be with you. I mean, if they were lying to get in my pants, that is one thing, but just for the sake of dragging this heart through the mud. Never waste it on some one who doesn't want their friends to know they're in love with you. Before you can get there but if you give up on things you want, everything you've gone through ends up being completely worthless.
And if you can honestly say you don't feel anything for me after that night, I will finally let you go. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone. And I'd fall asleep in his arms, with the sound of his heartbeat being the last thing I heard before going to sleep. I don't know how much just one heart can take really, and I don't really want to find out either.
See, you're gonna be with all those other girls, but none of those girls are gonna be like me.
You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse.
You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. It's more incredible the way he has me on the edge of my seat because he's so completely random, I never know what's coming next. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. Then one day someone will come along, and it'll all pay off and no one will ever break your heart again. It's hard to explain, but he filled some void in me, and now, without him, I'm missing something again.
Or the way you think it's crazy that I'm crying over it cause to you breaking up is no big deal. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial.
And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different.
They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back.
And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible.
So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it.



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