Morgellons Disease Awareness -  Artist and Morgellons sufferer, Ayla, journals her experience with the disease   I'd like to introduce myself, I'm Ayla, a 59year old artist and graphic designer who contracted Morgellons in Jan. Morgellons Disease Awareness - Morgellons Disease treatment with Gordon Stamp's F6 enzymes F-6 TreatmentPlease note that Gordon Stamp is no longer producing the F line and unfortunately for Morgellons sufferers and Gordon, the FDA is investigating his product. I awoke and went down stairs and walked to the refrigerator to start retrieving what I had prepared earlier for my lunch. I've been moved to create awareness tools that help educate healthcare practitioners and the public about Morgellons Disease (see Awareness Poster) as well as share what I've learned from this experience.Many of the skin photos in the photo galleries are mine. The Morgellons community stands behind Gordon for trying to help us in an hour of need—something the medical community has failed miserably to do. His dedication and determination to turn things around for himself, his family, and those who have been afflicted has been truly heartfelt. If you can lend some financial support for his legal fees, it would be greatly be appreciated. Like most, I panicked bought a lot of unnecessary products—some toxic, then managed to pull myself back from the brink of actually hurting myself. As I started to pack my lunch box something caught my eye outside on the deck through the patio doors. Five years later, he has formulated a product called F-6 Restore that seems to be helping people.
I walked over and looked out into the dark and immediately was blinded by an immensely bright light with rays and spikes resembling fire.
Always wary of doctors, I tried to stay out of that loop but finally caved when my beloved ones pressured me to seek help. A dermatologist gave me Ivermectin which caused a Herxheimer (die-off) reaction and many of the black particles I'd been seeing with a scope surfaced. This gave me great relief from the discomfort of what felt like fiberglass embedded in my skin. There were NO fibers visible in my skin in the previous months before taking the medication. It might be best if you are considering ordering some, to give him a call and discuss what might be best for you. I hung on with every last ounce of breath that I had-- for I had known from the start that this was pure evil. THE REASON BEING THAT IN HIS OLDER YEARS SHLOMO HAD MARRIED MANY WIVES AND HAD MANY CONCUBINES AND IN ORDER TO MEET THEIR SPIRITUAL NEEDS, SHLOMO HAD SET UP GROVES AND ALTERS TO THE FOREIGN ELOHIM OF HIS MULTITUDE OF FOREIGN WIVES, AND ALONG WITH THE UPKEEP OF THE SPLENDOUR OF HIS COURT AND KINGDOM AND HIS GROSS SELF-INDULGENCE THIS COST A LOT OF MONEY AND HARD LABOUR, AND UNFORTUNATELY HIS PEOPLE HAD TO MAKE PROVISION FOR THESE, AND THOSE WHO FELT THE MOST HARD-PRESSED WERE THE NORTHERN TRIBES.A HE HAD STARTED OUT WELL, WITH EARNEST, SINCERE AND DEVOUT HEART TOWARDS YAHWEH, SEEKING DIVINE GUIDANCE, WISDOM AND UNDERSTANDING IN ORDER TO RULE HIS PEOPLE ARIGHT. Within two days of taking the Ivermectin, I watched in horror as fibers started to rise to the surface of my skin. THE PEOPLE, DISCOURAGED BECAUSE OF THE HEAVY BURDENS IMPOSED ON THEM BY HIS FATHER HUMBLY PETITIONED RECHAVAM FOR AN EASING OF THE HEAVY TAXATION AND WORKLOAD. That plus coming off the tail-end of the pharmaceutical seemed to stop all the symptoms of itching, biting and crawling for approximately the next 4 months. The only thing that hadn't cleared up was the hyper-sensitivity to my skin which I thought I was stuck with for the rest of my life, an unfortunate consequence of having Morgellons. Had I not been actively using a microscope to look at my skin during this period, I might have presumed I was well. Slowly but it was leaving the house and vanishing into the night like a balloon drifting into the atmosphere and then disappearing. The skin however, doesn't lie and told a whole other story for under it's surface, fibers and particles were clearly still present—multitudes of them. Early on, I'd heard about the testing that Pam Crane of Morgellons Focus On Health (site no longer active) was championing and felt that it was probably the way to go. Within seconds of rubbing the wet solution into the skin I could feel particles in a few areas sloughing off under my fingers. My only problem with moving forward was a lack of practitioner, as I felt having the best testing in the world wouldn't mean anything unless someone was up to the task of decoding it's contents into a meaningful protocol, sort of like buying a Cadillac that arrives without the key. I wanted to have a conversation with whatever doctor I was going to see and to hear them speak about their philosophy of healthcare. I staggered back completely exhausted knowing that a battle just had been fought for my soul.
Just try to get a physician on the phone before actually making an appointment and you will find it is an impossible task (especially the high-end specialists). 5, AND REDEEMS HIS WIFE FROM THESE PAGAN CULTURES, AND AS CHAPTER 6 vs.1-3 DECLARE, IT WILL BEA "AFTER 2 DAYS," IE. She talked about The Great Plains Labs and why the testing used in Functional Medicine is so important for our community. She sounded like she knew how to do her job well and was more than capable, indeed she had impressed me as understanding how to approach the disease in a holistic manner that aligned with my own healthcare philosophies.
IN THE MILLENNIUM IMMEDIATELY FOLLOWING THE 2 DAYS.A SURELY, WE ARE NOW LIVING IN THIS 3RD. I believe my first words to her were, "Where do I sign the dotted line?" (While focusonhealth has been taken down, here is another radio show with Nancy speaking with Pam.
It is understandable that the presence of these particles under the skin would cause great discomfort.Above: I'm growing dolphins!
MILLENNIUM DAY, (2001- And Onwards)A YISRAEL, REJECTING THE PROPHETIC PICTURE OF HOSHEA, THEIR FINAL PROPHET, THEN FALL UNDER THE MISHPAT OF YAHUWEH. I've been expanding the use of F-6 rubbing it over larger tracks of my body, I happened to take a look at my fingers with the scope (two photos below) and was surprised to see this many fibers at one time. I've noticed since the onset of disease that fibers seem to concentrate in the hands but I've never seen quite this much activity. Let me remind you that I felt fine when I first contacted Nancy, but the emerging fibers showed me I was not.
Nancy forewarned me that treatment would kick up all the initial symptoms I had when first ill with Morgellons, such as itching and stinging and that I might experience more fatigue with die-off, possibly even get lesions although I hadn't had many lesions previously. Within a week and a half of beginning this new protocol all the discomforts she mentioned came back.
Fibers have not appeared in all the areas sprayed with the product, but certain spots like my abdomen, are definitely "sprouting."This morning I sprayed the F-6 over entire body excluding head and face—I'm working up to full body. I believe the battle was real and that I really experienced it but maybe in a different dimension or realm. Black particles began coming out from the skin, sand-like crystals were suddenly pushing from the scalp, I was itchy and uncomfortable but this time around it was at a much lower volume then at onset. Within 20 minutes of application track marks as well as fibers appeared in four different spots on my belly and abdomen. I had defeated the devil with the name of Jesus.===================================================================Sometime in our life we all will have to battle demons that try to control us. I have experienced some lesions, in the form of 'papercuts' and blood spots appearing on the skin. Whether it is a fight for our soul or some other evil in our life, it will be a fight that you need to win. They were tiny and healed quickly. It took close to 3 months for the symptoms of this detox to disappear, lessening with each week. We added in another few products to my protocol fine-tuning the process. Once all my symptoms had abated I was ready to move on to the next step and do a colon cleanse. I used supplements for one month that gently cleansed the colon (Colon Cleanse by DaVinci Labs??).
After that, I began with chelation therapy (Chelex by Xymogen) to remove heavy metals. Nancy has taken me through this journey with constant support through email.
I've been looking at my hair on and off in the last few weeks and wasn't seeing anything like these ice-like formations. The fact that she is able to tell me what I can expect and interpret what I am going through is invaluable. In the book The boy who came back from heaven, Alex Malarkey says that Heaven is guarded by large angels. Having gone through the early treatment phases and emerging symptom-free, makes me feel that I did indeed work through something—hopefully clearing biofilm. So where am I right now and what are the changes that happened over these few months of treatment?My skin cleared of many of black particles, although I still have them (my great lament was that I didn't have a camera back when I first got sick, because my skin was so saturated it was alarming!). 25, 2011 Since I just began using the F-6 in the hair, I'll consider the below photos as the "Before" or baseline images of my hair in its present condition. Every follicle is under attack with the surrounding skin blistering open and receding from the hair shaft. For some months the hair has been extremely fragile and falls out with little provocation.Ya Monn! In the book of Daniel a messenger from God tells Daniel in Chapter 10:12-14 --"Daniel, do not be afraid.
Now I'm not so sure because on the next day, they had spread to the entire face (below), so something is up.
Then Michael, one of the most important angels, came to help me, because I had been left there with the king of Persia. Actually, I feel spry and 10 years younger than my 55 years of age (at the time this was written), an unexpected and very welcome gift. CENTURY IS AS UNRELENTING AS EVER AS NOT ONLY THE MOSLEM MIDDLE-EAST DAILY CALL FOR THEIR EXTERMINATION, BUT EVEN EUROPEAN NATIONS, AIDED BY THE UNITED NATIONS, VENT THEIR ANTI-YAHUDAH VENOM AS IF THEY LEARNED NOTHING FROM THE HORRORS OF NAZI GERMANY, AND EVEN T.V. Battles are surely being fought every minute of every day in the supernatural and spiritual world. Still, they are here and I am monitoring them carefully. I am convinced of the value of the Great Plains and Metametrix testing. Call on the name of the Lord Jesus Christ today for it is written that the devil will lose in the end. It just makes sense that one would want to know the particular weaknesses of their body before embarking on a journey of healing.
Getting the labwork done and seeing Nancy are the two smartest things I did throughout my ordeal. Morgellons for me is like that impossible teacher I had in my youth. But it has also left me savoring hard-won battles and set me straight on how to live more in balance. Overall, one wouldn't notice any big changes to my skin if they just looked it over, but a closer examination shows that a lot is going on.Two days this week I had a couple of pinprick lesions open on the left hand, next day a few on the right hand—maybe 8 total. If a man owns a hundred sheep, and one of them wanders away, will he not leave the ninety-nine on the hills and go to look for the one that wandered off? Therefore, I try not to rail against the unfairness of the experience, but to look at how much I learned and the ways in which it has stretched me as a human being. 13 And if he finds it, truly I tell you, he is happier about that one sheep than about the ninety-nine that did not wander off.
Yes it has been a miserable teacher, but by it's hand I have been become an attentive student.I wish you all full recovery. 14 In the same way your Father in heaven is not willing that any of these little ones should perish. AylaWhile I am not comfortable sharing my protocol as it is specific to my lab results, I will outline what I feel are the bare-bones minimum I'd look to take if I were building a protocol. This is bigger than I've ever had.There are many more fibers coming to the surface of the skin then previously seen in the two years of dealing Morgellons. This would be a good probiotic (I use 3 different kinds throughout the day as was indicated by the results of my testing).
Bigger black particles similar to what one can see in the above photo are suddenly coming up in the scalp area. IN THE STREETS OF GLASGOW TODAY, UNDOUBTEDLY, THEY TOO WOULD BE SUBJECT TO THE SAME TREATMENT AS THE STREET-PREACHER.A A IRONICALLY, SCOTLAND IS ONE OF THE VERY FEW NATIONS UPON EARTH IN WHICH THERE HAS NEVER BEEN OFFICIAL GOVERNMENT POGROMS OR PERSECUTIONS MADE AGAINST THE JEWISH PEOPLE. Si un hombre tiene cien ovejas y una de ellas se ha descarriado, no deja las noventa y nueve en los montes, y va en busca de la descarriada?13Y si sucede que la halla, en verdad os digo que se regocija ms por sta que por las noventa y nueve que no se han descarriado.14As, no es la voluntad de vuestro Padre que est en los cielos que se pierda uno de estos pequeitos.Never believed in God? They sometimes look like black seaweed.Today I checked the scalp and it's looking better to me.
AND THE SCOTTISH PEOPLE ON THE WHOLE HAVE ALWAYS MADE THE JEWISH PEOPLE WELCOME IN THEIR NATION THROUGHOUT THE PAST 2.000 YEARS EVEN THOUGH ENGLAND HER SISTER NATION SEVERELY PERSECUTED AND HELD OFFICIAL POGROMS AGAINST YAHWEH`S CHOSEN RACE, INSOMUCH THAT THOUSANDS OF JEWS WERE DRIVEN OUT OF ENGLAND WHEN THE ROMISH RELIGION HELD SWAY DURING THE REIGN OF KING EDWARD 1st IN 1290. Jesus still loves you.Colossians 1:13 Holman Christian Standard Bible (HCSB)13 He has rescued us from the domain of darkness and transferred us into the kingdom of the Son He loves, Porque El nos libr del dominio de las tinieblas y nos traslad al reino de su Hijo amado,Broken hearted, beaten, and broken? FOS, according to Nancy can promote yeast growth so I'd stay away from a probiotic that includes it.
IT SEEMS, BY THE UNFOLDING OF THIS BEAUTIFUL STORY, THAT THIS DEEP FRIENDSHIP HAS BEEN CULTIVATED AND NOURISHED ON BOTH SIDES OVER MANY LONG YEARS, AS AVRAM, THE CHILDLESS MAN IN THE STORY, REVEALS BY HIS WORDS OF APPARENT FAMILIARITY, A DEEP BOND OF CLOSENESS WITH HIS ELOHIM. 29 All of you, take up My yoke and learn from Me, because I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for yourselves. 28Venid a m, todos los que estis cansados y cargados, y yo os har descansar.29Tomad mi yugo sobre vosotros y aprended de m, que soy manso y humilde de corazn, y HALLAREIS DESCANSO PARA VUESTRAS ALMAS.Failed?
I'd include a biofilm buster which breaks down the cellular matrix in the gut that inhibits absorption of necessary nutrients.
When I clean my face with a cotton ball soaked with alcohol it is drawing out many fibers, black particles and rarely seen, yellow gels.Things are kicking up. I used Interfase Plus and Wobenzym at different times (there are different kinds of Wobenzyme. There is part of me that is calmly documenting this, and part of me that is asking myself, should I be freaked out?
THUS WE SEE THAT YAHUWEH IS PROMISING TO AVRAHAM THAT A MULTITUDE OF GENTILE NATIONS WOULD OWN AVRAHAM AS THEIR FATHER.
I am just trusting that this is bringing necessary issues to the surface and I'm sticking with it (although backing-off on the weekends, to go out and play). I've used Carlson's liquid D3 which is lipid based, but recently have switched because of assimilation issues with fats to a dry encapsulated D3 (Prothera brand 5,000 I.Us a day). Gordon calmed my fears when I asked about all this activity, telling me this is part of the herxheimer. He'll save you!"As que, los que son de fe son bendecidos con Abraham, el creyente.Fortaleced las manos dbilesy afianzad las rodillas vacilantes.Feel you are not worthy? What's that?!Above: This track on the knee opened spontaneously after application of the F-6 two days ago. Certain of the B's can become depleted when the body is fighting infection, so a good B-complex seems necessary. Also, Mr. Common Sense and now Clifford Carnicom have written about NAC and it's benefits along with vitamin C in helping quell the symptoms of our condition.
I'd look into this as a close friend from the community began taking both high amounts of Vitamin C and NAC and her symptoms disappeared.
She was taking 3,000-5,000 mg of C spread throughout the day and 600 mg 2x's a day of NAC both in the morning and at night. In general I notice a lot of fibers come to the surface after application of the F-6.Spoke to Gordon today.


NOT ENTIRELY, FOR GRAIN OFFERINGS WERE AN ACCEPTABLE SACRIFICE AS WELL AS THE BECHEROT OF THE FLOCK.. She eventually reduced it to 2,000 mg of vitamin C and 600 mg of NAC because the NAC was giving her headaches. The lesser dosage has been fine for keeping her symptoms of crawling, biting and stinging away.
Increased fiber activity and black particles exiting the skin (as well as lesions) is part of the healing process. When she went off the protocol symptoms came back and when she again resumed, they went away.
I might mention, that my protocol has always called for 1000 mg of vitamin C, three times a day. This photo was taken AFTER I had wiped the skin down with an alcohol soaked cotton ball (which removed A LOT of fibers), followed by a shower in which the face was washed. 2 Corinthians 5:17-19 New Century Version (NCV)17 If anyone belongs to Christ, there is a new creation. While I was not on NAC as a separate supplement, it is in another product I take daily ?(Liver Protect by Xymogen).
After seeing the fiber activity still on the skin in the above photo, I again cleaned the face with another alcohol soaked cotton ball and MORE fibers came out. The photo below shows the fibers that were removed on the cottonball after 2nd cleaning.Nov. THUS, WHETHER WE BRING A GRAIN OR BURNT (FLESH) OFFERING TO YAHWEH THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF THE OFFERING IS THE ATTITUDE OF A LOVING, WILLING, GENEROUS AND CHEERFUL HEART.A YAHUSHUA WAS BOTH OUR GRAIN AND BURNED OFFERING POURED OUT FOR US AND HIS ATTITUDE WAS ALWAYS THAT OF A FULLY SUBMISSIVE, LOVING AND GIVING SPIRIT. Through Christ, God made peace between us and himself, and God gave us the work of telling everyone about the peace we can have with him.19 God was in Christ, making peace between the world and himself. Nancy has stated that the clients she sees that do this first make themselves much worse and take longer to get better. DAY AND THEREBY BROUGHT INTO THE COVENANT, YAHWEH RECOGNISED HIMSELF AS BEING YAH`SAC`S ELOHIM, IE.
So I wrote the following that is below: A ==========================================================================================================================A Season Finale--- This may be my last Pastor Pop-Pop Sermon.
If I am going to do this right, I want to know what my baseline toxic load is so I can measure my progress over time. The results arrived right after I finished my third week of chelation. My total toxic representation was OFF the chart with high levels of antimony, silver, cadmium, tin and magnesium. I may leave the web site up and running for a year in case it picks up but there probably will not be new words of wisdom in a message.
I feel that in body, mind, and soul that I am under attack from the evil one and it is totally exhausting me spiritually and physically. I have a host of other metals as well, they just were at lower levels than those mentioned above.
At one time there was a period that I was getting over 200 hits per month but now it is down to just a few. Once Nancy reviewed my test results and knew how I was responding to the treatment she modified my protocol to include a liver support, and the addition of 3-4 new products that would also help balance me out. ABSOLUTELY NONE.A WHAT OTHER ANCIENT LANGUAGE APART FROM HEBREW HAS COME TO LIFE AFTER SUCH A LONG DEATH .AND NOW UNIVERSALLY SPOKEN IN THE NATION OF YISRAEL AND AMONGST MANY IN THE NATIONS OF THE WORLD? I keep an ongoing visual journal using photos which I share with her so she can see any new developments. During chelation I was more tired, needing to take naps and sleep longer on most days. I also had some tiny red spots appear on the skin without breaking through.Red spots appear on the skin. One child only comes here when coached and the other I have not seen or heard from in months. Based on what was going, on Nancy pulled back on the chelation so that the process is even slower and gentler until my body can adapt. Using shea butter and coconut oil mixture as a moisturizer seems to draw fibers and black particles from my skin if left on for 3-4 hours. Here are some of my prouder moments: Hundreds have visited my Altar Call tab (souls have been saved), I taught a Spanish gentleman who had never prayed before to pray, several people said that I would make a good Pastor, one young man who did not go to Church told me that if I started one he would come to it, at one time I was rated #1 by several internet web service search engines, and through Jesus I helped cure someone of an affliction. You can still follow me on Twitter if you choose and I may come back to this site occasionally to add a Bible verse or two. HER NAME IS CHANGED TO `SARAH` MEANING QUEEN AND IS AN APT NAME FOR A MOTHER WHOSE DESCENDANTS WOULD BE KINGS AND PRINCES AND THE NAME-CHANGE NEEDED TO BE MADE TO REFLECT HER NEW STATUS AND RELATIONSHIP IN THE COVENANT., IE. Consider this a season finale in which you dont know if the show will be cancelled or back next season. Most are not readily apparent unless you really look for them. Hair The Morgellons has moved into my hair. An acupuncturist, pointed out after looking at my hair photos, that there were multiple "hairs" emerging from one follicle.
This is probably why my hair feels thicker even though it has been brittle, weak and falling out. He stated that he did not want the Lord to come back yet even though all the people he knew could not wait for Jesus to come back. Helicobacter pylori, the bacteria I had with high levels the first time I was tested, is completely gone.
There was a new bacteria that showed up on this round of testing that wasn't on the previous. Pastor said that when people tell him that they want Christ to come back that he says, No, not yet, there is at least one more soul to save! Nancy feels that this is something that could have morphed, or, could have been present all along, but like peeling an onion back, was hidden under layers. I pondered and prayed on that for a minute or two and decided not to cancel my web site and mission.
She is adding seven new supplements to my protocol to address adrenal support as sleep has become fitful and I feel somehow too 'plugged in.' Fight or flight mode. I'll be taking a prebiotic to address the new bacteria as well as some new products from Xymogen to open detox pathways.
I'm excited to be moving in a new direction. Every time we do a new test, I see the value of this approach. Randomly throwing supplements at the body without being tested, with the hope that something might work, seems a dangerous practice. AND EPHRAIM YISRAEL KNOWS THAT HE COULD NOT, WOULD NOT KEEP THE KADOSH THINGS AND SO BECAME CAST OUT AND THUS HATED YAHUDAH??? Since posting the latest message my hits again went well over 200 and I was again rated by one search engine as #1 and another at #2. AND YET IT IS MOST IRONIC AND MARVELLOUS IN OUR EYES, THAT THOSE TEN TRIBES OF ANCIENT YISRAEL WHO REJECTED ALL THE THINGS OF YAHUWEH, AND ALL THE KADOSH THINGS THAT YAHUDAH AND AVRAHAM HELD DEAR, AND WHO THEN BECOME LE-GOYIM, GENTILE NATIONS POPULATING THE WHOLE EARTH WITH THE VERY BLOOD OF AVRAHAM, WERE THE VERY ONES WHO IN THEIR HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OVER THE LAST 2.000 YEARS HAVE BOWED THE KNEE TO YAHUSHUA HAMOSHIACH OF THE TRIBE OF YAHUDAH.
Not terrible full-blown itchy, just enough to let me know that I was reinfected or maybe this is an allergic flare-up. This episode might have lasted longer than necessary had I immediately washed all my clothes but I got lazy and didn't wash them for a few days.
After publishing the latest message I had two Spanish people seek the Lord more and now a friend has asked to go to Church with me. Was not constantly itchy, but found I'd get itchy at odd intervals, sometimes once a day, sometimes not for days at a time and sometimes for a mere few seconds or so. I will take out the stubborn hearts of stone from your bodies, and I will give you obedient hearts of flesh.A What is my point? I am putting a garden in upstate and often have my hands in the soil (without gloves) and have found that I am fine. And most importantly, do not give up trying to save souls in your family, work place, community, or the world. The only itching I've got is from the occasional mosquito bite (and yes, these are real mosquitoes).
Encourage them with great patience and careful teaching,A Matthew 16:26 --- It is worthless to have the whole world if they lose their souls.
IMPORTANT NOTICE LITTLE BLOOMS CHILDREN`S ORPHANAGE INDIA MY INDIA MISSIONS TRIP APOSTOLIC BIBLICAL THEOLOGICAL SEMINARY NEW DELHI INDIA NAZARENE ISRAELITE ??? Now, instead of direct application of GSE I brush my teeth twice, once with toothpaste and once with a clean brush that has two drops of GSE on it.
INTERESTING VIDEOS OPEN LETTER TO PRESIDENT OBAMA NAZI GENOCIDE PERSECUTION OF THE JEWISH RACE HITLER`S HOLOCAUST BLUEPRINT CHRIST KILLERS??? You see, we did not have video games then unless you count Pong and the snow made the four channels we did get on TV full of static.
As we rounded a portion of the mountain the ledge that I was walking on gave way and I fell about 20 feet down a cliff.
The snow below cushioned my fall but where I landed - there was about a 60 degree slope covered with snow and ice. Below me was a very large straight down drop that would have been disastrous for me if I went over it. I dug in my heals and my hands but could not stop or slow down so I started to steer myself toward a small tree. Knowing that I would not be able to hang on to it with my hands, I decided to let it hit me in the body.
Stopping within 3 feet of going over the edge I hurt all over with the breath knocked out of me. I could have stayed there and yelled for help or rested awhile but knowing that my friend was up there alone and I had to get out of this situation, I just started to slowly and safely climb back up.
A You may make a climb to the top of the ladder at work and end up falling due to a lay-off or closure. Note that I have been letting my supplements run out in the last few months because I needed a break from taking approx. A You may get married and start a family and it end up in divorce or maybe a spouse will die.
I wonder if the return to itchiness had something to do with my letting down my guard and not watching my pH.
Your exhausted, depressed, tired and disgusted and feel just like giving up or taking a rest on life for a time.
After the first day of swimming, I noticed small circular red blotches appear under the skin of my calves and thought, uh-oh, here comes trouble.
Dont allow yourself to be buried in that pit you have fallen in and (one step at a time) climb out of that valley and charge up that hill. It may take time, maybe years, but if you stay put and do not move forward (even a little at first) you will be like that bear caught in a trap in the middle of the dark woods. I FINALLY have a microscope again (it was replaced after more than 7 months at the manufacturer!). A And sometimes a person starts to climb out of their mess and then starts to back-slide so doubt sets in.
Peter, one of Christs disciples trusted the Lord and actually walked on water but when the storm kept up - his faith started to slip. I had a few breakthrough 'papercut lesions' on the hands which I don't know what to make of.
I stopped the Ormus because I wanted to document F-6, which has gotten quite a buzz in the Morgellons community. I still have 1.5 bottles left and intend to take it in a few months feeling I didn't give it a proper shot. The Lord will not give you something that He knows is disastrous for you even if you think it might be good.
For now, I want to concentrate on doing one therapy at a time, so I can really be sure what each does.
October 17, 2011: Began using F-6 and have started a new link documenting that experience including photos showing what is emerging from the skin. I'm going to take it slow with this product as I don't want to have any major herxheimer episodes.
Caroline Carter, A healthcare worker that has Morgellons and works with ozone therapy (and who made her Morgellons worse with ozone saunas) said she cannot even be around it anymore. I have since talked with another person that had strong outbreaks from doing an ozone sauna. Ozone therapy is typically great for cancer, AIDS and herpes, but for this disease might make us worse.
There seems to be improvement to the hair which feels stronger and seems to be falling out less. A lot of "debris" is coming up through the skin, fibers, black particles, granules and many more fibers then ever seen before. She had her hand on the throttle of an F-16 and she had her orders: Bring down United Airlines Flight 93. Penney, one of two combat pilots in the air that morning, was told to stop the plane before it reached the nations capitol.
The problem was that her and her wing man had to scramble so fast that there was no time to load ammunition or missiles. A week and a half later I ate some quinoa with my lunch and two hours later had 3 oatmeal cookies (oatmeal, walnuts, carob chips, baking soda, vanilla). This was the end of her life and she knew it but this would be the ultimate sacrifice for her country and would save Washington from the airliners destruction.
This forage into complex carbs was unusual for me.While eating the cookies I started to itch. By the third cookie, I was having full-blown symptoms of itching, stinging and biting sensations (no crawling, thank God!). Fortunately for her (not the passengers) the airline crashed in a field inPennsylvania before the F-16s arrived at the scene. The fact that it came on with such force and was related to food, makes me think that Morgellons counts among it's causes a hyper-allergic reaction to food.
In this case, I don't really know what specific ingredient triggered the reaction.By eliminating carbs again, symptoms quieted down.


The priest will perform the acts to remove that person's sin so he will belong to the Lord. 7 " 'But if the person cannot afford a lamb, he must bring two doves or two young pigeons to the Lord as the penalty for his sin.
One bird must be for a sin offering, and the other must be for a whole burnt offering.8 He must bring them to the priest, who will first offer the one for the sin offering. In this way the priest will remove the person's sin so he will belong to the Lord, and the Lord will forgive him.However, God decided that this practice was going to end and through His love he was going to offer His own blood sacrifice for all of our sins. He asked His son to give His life as a perfect blood sacrifice and an offering for all that we have done badly. I am noticing flare-ups of the arthritis in my foot which had so improved at the beginning of my treatment (but I kill my feet dancing one night a week, so that could play into this). He gave the ultimate sacrifice for us on that cross that day even though we did not deserve it.
As Heather Lucky Penny was willing to do for her country, Jesus was willing to do the same for His Father and all of His followers.
All those who accept Jesus as Lord and Savior shall now have the forgiveness of their sins through His blood. The ones I can visually see without a scope are bigger then I've had before but there is no increase in the amount I generally see with my scope in the skin. Will keep you posted of new developments.I've noticed that when it's very hot (93-97 degrees) and my skin is exposed to the air, I have more sensations on my arms. It's not unusual to feel a single pin prick sensation on my left upper arm, often I'll feel the same type of prick mirrored in the same spot on right arm sometime later, as if they were somehow linked.The other day on my bike I felt as if I hot poker were being pressed momentarily to my arm. When I looked down, there were three distinct tract marks in that spot, about a half, to an inch long that hadn't been there before.
That new person is made to be like Godmade to be truly good and holy.=============================================Check out the new song by Tricia Brock --"Always", on my Song tab. Since having Morgellons, it feels like the skin is no longer a reliable friend but is capable of erratic changes suddenly.
We as humans can live to be 100 years old if we are not struck with cancer, a major disease or hit by a car. They took about 5 days to disappear.?September 27, 2012 • Live blood microscopyJust posted a new link with photos of my recent session with Rick Panson, a microbiologist and healthy body coach who did a live blood and dried blood microscopy and gave me additional guidance for my health. It's a bird's eye view into the system, giving a fuller, deeper understanding of what's going on  then just looking at lab results—although lab tests have their place! In the next two weeks I get more testing done so will post those results when in. There were many problems with the blood. This latter group is the one that I will address.Lets look at the validity of the Bible for a minute. Some people will argue that you can't believe the Bible because it was written by followers who believed in God or Jesus. We are in a seasonal shift and my fingers have had a few tiny papercut lesions since the change began.Started the protocol Oct. If you were to use this argument regarding autobiographies, biographies, and history books, you would have to remove all these books off the library selves. Beginning with one pill a day of capyrilic acid with one pill olive leaf extract and 1 tsp. Others would argue that the Bible can't be trusted because we do not know if the original manuscripts are accurate. To determine the accuracy of the manuscripts, we can compare the Bible manuscripts to manuscripts of other literature.
The L-glutamine is supposed to strengthen the gut lining and prevent leaky gut syndrome caused by the yeast die-off. If we are going to be fair, we should not require more of the Bible than we do other literature, but the Bible will hold up to even more scrutiny. Will stay on this for a few days and slowly double the dosage, then determine where to go from there. 16, 2012 Went back to Rick Panson for another live blood analysis and posted the photos under my last blood microscopy. Notice that the time frame for the New Testament of the Bible is much much smaller and there are many more copies. This is encouraging for all of you who wonder how long it will take to knock back candida and even if our protocols are working.
Over and over again, archaeological digs are finding artifacts that prove the various stories that are in the Bible. There were over 40 authors so there is no way they could have conspired with each other.So, if we are to consider the Bible as factual then lets look at what it says about getting to Heaven where the Father resides. Rick recommended Candex and Nancy told me she loved the product except now they are adding corn to Candex (and it's unknown if it's GMO corn), so she is no longer recommending it. Adrenal system had a number of markers indicating a lot of stress to the system, very low levels of vitamins C and B's, four different pathogenic bacteria showed up—Helicobacter Pylori was high, Clostridia, E. Kreb cycle needs support. Heavy metals hair test—all toxic metals were down except arsenic which went up with cadmium. Lead which was extremely high on my first test showed a considerable decrease as well as silver but lots more chelation ahead.
It's been 2 years since I started using supplements to pull the metals out and I think it will take a couple more years of work.
The process is slow but steady which is a good thing because I think if the body released too much metal into the system at once there would be negative impact on the health.
This is true for all who believe in Christ, because all people are the same:As you see, according to the Bible, there is only one God and the only way to Him is through faith in Jesus and accepting Him as your Lord and Savior.
There are many more passages to quote but I encourage you to get a Bible in an easy to read translation and read it yourself.
Nancy pointed out that lead and cadmium are antagonistic to calcium absorption and bone health, so seeing this rise in cadmium and knowing I still have too high levels of lead makes me think that I might have to give up the painting at some point or switch mediums rather than compromise bone health. The heavy metals test also measures "essential and other elements," (minerals) It seems as a consequence of pulling heavy metals out, the minerals have been compromised. The other religions, besides Christianity, in the world follow a person, thing, idol, the earth, nature, or a prophet. The Jewish and Muslim people believe in the same Father (the Muslims follow a prophet though) but Jesus declared himself part of God and proved it through numerous miracles. We Christians believe in a Trinity the Father, the Son (Jesus), and the Holy Spirit, as proved through the Bible.
Nancy suggested this organism is a pleomorph moving from bacteria to fungus according to favorable conditions in the body. Nothing you do here on Earth can save you only the belief of this God and acceptance of His son Jesus. This is the third time it's changed. Feb 3, 2013 Just an acknowledgment that I just passed my 3rd anniversary since getting sick with Morgellons. At the time I took the pharmaceutical, I knew I had Morgellons by the symptoms of biting, stinging, itching and crawling sensations on the skin, but I hadn't seen any fibers. My skin at that time was heavily embedded with black particles everywhere I placed my microscope. He was mad at the idea that his wife became a Christian and went on a journey to prove that Jesus was a work of fiction. The only time I really have symptoms is when I really mess up on diet (itchiness will start) or when ?very overheated and sweating from physical exertion like dancing, where it sometimes feels like needle pinpricks are sticking my skin from the INSIDE out, accompanied by itchiness. The book contains, in an easy to read format, all the evidence that he found and the interviews with experts.
Click on the shopping cartat the bottom of this page to go to my store and purchase this book or find it at a book store near you. 22, 2011 Scalp follicles after almost a month of F-6 treatment appear to look less assaulted (compare images taken on Oct. Thieves is a great oil for preventing flu or when one is coming down with illness, but I am unclear if it can damage beneficial bacterias.
Stopped taking thieves after a few weeks but do still take lemon and added in lemongrass and grapefruit to my daily capsule. Itchiness did not return. September 22, 2013 Decided to go on Stephen Buhners herbal protocol for Lyme disease (crafted from his excellent book, Healing Lyme). 22, 2011 Triangular particles are suddenly emerging from the face (and I caught one by the abdomen). Although I tested negative for Lyme and feel fine, I don't trust the traditional testing one gets with their regular MD, and even though I don't think I'm dealing with Lyme, I can't discount the fact that so many Morgellons sufferers also have Borrelia and other co-infections that might be related to our disease which seem to improve with Lyme treatment.
Also, his protocol addresses other issues I feel are pertinent to my health (even before Morgellons).
Certainly, I see over time that my immune system is weak, and my gut reaction now to coasting is that it could be an eventual time bomb. I'm taking Cats Claw, Sarsaparilla root (Jamaican—which I grind in my coffee grinder), Eleuthero (Siberian Ginseng), Astragalus, Japanese Knotweed and Andrographis. To his formula I've added in Ashwagandha and Sweet Cinnamon (from Sri Lanka) for the brain, as well as nettles (excellent herb for trace minerals and general support of system) and Pau D'arco (fungal). I take a quarter level teaspoon of each herb (which is roughly the equivalent of one 00 capsule) added to some water and drink it down.
Surprisingly, I did not feel exhausted, although the protocol was pretty intense and caused a lot of flushing through the digestive system. This is not a new symptom and usually happens in the first few weeks of starting any new protocol. As these breakouts have always been so minor and short-lived? (an occasional papercut lesion or what looks like a pin prick), I paid them little mind.
In this case, the skin continued to break open for the duration of treatment and I had some long "scratch" marks come up as well.
It seemed like the last papercut I got was deeper and for the first time I started to worry that perhaps I was giving myself a lesion problem that I might not be able to turn off.
Also, that red fiber in forefront is much thicker and flat than the other red fibers previously seen.
This little spot has bothered me on occasion on and off throughout the years of my Morgellons experience, but during the Buhner protocol, it itched almost constantly.
I'd bought an ozone generator and was working with it at the same time I was taking the F-6 internally.
On the plus side, I could tell there was a lot of detoxification going on and all of those bitter herbs were really helpful for quelling sugar cravings. I believe I will revisit this protocol modified in the future, but for now, am taking a rest from it. A lesion opened on my finger that was deep and oozing so I stopped taking the F-6 and the ozone. Note that when I ceased treatment, the papercut and pinprick lesions stopped, although I recently had a three-inch long "scratch" appear on my leg weeks after stopping his treatment some weeks back.
Someone emailed me that ozone could speed the growth of Morgellons up and cause lesions, so I am playing it safe and discontinuing both the ozone and internal F-6. This was a surprise, since problems usually only show up on my hands and 3 inches is rather a statement!For the first time, the scratch resembled images I've seen for Bartonella. I took the week off for Christmas and New Years and have just today gotten back into a cycle spraying the F-6 on skin again. Not noticing any new changes although would like to note that I haven't been seeing for a few weeks now the tiny pinprick lesions that were coming up on my hands during the early months of treatment. There is much about it that I think is helpful, and I encourage people to study these herbs and supplements carefully, and decide for themselves if they want to incorporate them. This is a very difficult protocol and for any who have detoxification pathway issues, this could impact their health negatively.
The release of toxins in a system that cannot remove them properly can be deadly, so it is important to not rush carelessly forward with something this strong.
I did feel like the protocol helped me on many levels, but I could not tolerate the heart issues with pressure on the chest, burning, and breathing difficulties. I've sat on the sidelines a good long while before beginning ingesting, having waited out the early herx. The creator of the protocol feels that Bartonella is at the core of the Morgellons infection, and Bartonella likes to set up shop in the endothelial tissue of the heart. Was noticing that I was tired a few weeks back which could have correlated with beginning to take F-6 internally.
Thinking this was just a severe Herxheimer reaction, I went back on the protocol but was unable to advance more than one drop of each tincture before heart and breathing issues returned with a vengeance. This time, the heart issues did not abate immediately, and it's been some weeks now in which they often come back on a low level.
His original protocol (which he posted on Jenna's blog and which is now removed) did not use MSM, or Silver Sol or various other supplements. It also did not include baking soda, which is not inherently a problem, but at 2 teaspoons a day, might become one. I prefer the dip my toe in the water method, moving slowly and minimizing any reactions the body might have.
She's been using the F products for some months now and has watched the skin clear as well as the biofilm in the built up areas break down.
At times she has used an additional product, Monofoil, to switch off with as an adjunct therapy. There are areas of her neck in which the skin is still sloughing off, but overall, she is thrilled by the help the products have afforded. She has some makeup on, but still, one can see the skin well enough to see the improvement. The one below it also taken in 2012.   The information contained herein is for educational purposes only, and is not intended to diagnose, treat or cure any disease or illness.
MorgellonsDiseaseAwareness or its administrators are not responsible for your use of any of the products mentioned or information given.The information provided herein is not intended to provide medical advice.
Persons with known medical conditions should consult a competent professional.Copyright 2011 Morgellons Disease Awareness.



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