My best friend’s birthday is approaching, like it’s less than a week to go and I’m VERY excited, more than I’ve ever been on my own birthday actually which is pretty unusual but it’s alright, it’s her.
Then in tenth grade we were shuffled into different sections and I started dating and we grew apart, not so much but well a bit.
So this is wholly and solely to declare my love for the one woman who I call mine in every sense of the word, and very proudly so. But somehow our friendship has never been about how much we talk or we much time we spend together. Not that I don’t do it enough because I do it all the time, but because it’s her birthday, And because I’ve promised to make every birthday of hers special till we’re 80, or till I drop dead.
I know I’m going to feel the exact same way about her even if I see her ten years down the line and we haven’t spoken even a bit.
To her I could be a mother, a friend, a sister and a completely unbiased stranger too if she needs advice. As it is it’s very hard for me to not say what I feel and when it comes to her this urge increases manifolds.


I’ve known her for 7 years now, and strangely enough we spoke for the first time on her birthday too so I remember that very clearly. She was too reserved, I was new in the school, and her friends at the time, well, she had some fancy tastes.
Still, I don’t think I’d ever be mad at her for not trying to contact me, I wouldn’t be able to complain. Because wherever she’d be I’d sincerely hope to god that she’s doing great, and there isn’t a single wish of hers that goes unfulfilled.
Plus I had come from a smaller town, I didn’t know the ways of the big city and I was lost. So basically, we started talking during our tests in school because our roll numbers were together so we’d cheat from each other. And then we went on to get closer as we played stupid Truth Dare and Stare games during lunch breaks on in free periods. We were together in the next class too, and we’d sit together and chit chat and play games, and we had this big nerd group, but we managed to somehow incorporate stupid girly fights in that too.


But there’s this unconditional kind of affection that I feel for her that’s free of all the envy hatred jealousy and any negative feeling there is. You know those times when you look at a person and they’re happy and you just know that you could do anything to keep them that way. And it’s a very one in a million kind of a feeling because I don’t think you get to feel something like that very often. Years have passed; we’ve had some beautiful memories, and only one little stupid fight that I can remember. And maybe I get a little insecure for the same reason sometimes because she’s showered with love from left, right and centre that sometimes I begin to feel like I hope I don’t lose her to someone.



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  1. 12.12.2015 at 12:54:33


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