Stephen Fry presents this documentary exploring the disease of manic depression; a little understood but potentially devastating condition affecting an estimated two percent of the population. Stephen embarks on an emotional journey to meet fellow sufferers, and discuss the literal highs and lows of being bi-polar. Celebrities such as Carrie Fisher and Richard Dreyfuss invite the comedian into their home to relate their stories.
Plus Stephen looks into the lives of ordinary people trying to deal with the illness at work and home, and of course to the people studying manic depression in an effort to better control it. If you suffer from a mental disorder, do not be ashamed to reach out for help and do not be reluctant to take doctor prescribed medications. I was very depressed as a teen and through my mid-twenties, when I changed my diet, excluding junk food, and embracing more vegetables, less starch.
I won't go on saying bi-polar is a nutrition issue, I'm sure there's a whole other spectrum to the disorder. As someone who teaches kids you can tell what they've had for breakfast by how they act in the morning - pair that alongside phones, portable video games, and music players and you have a recipe for low attention span and symptoms that mimic adhd. All I could think of, when the mother had to take her son home was that - If a kid learns he can assault a teacher and get a 3 day holiday away from school, then you've rewarded their bad behavior.
I think over diagnosing mental illness in children dilutes the real problem and drowns out those that really need help. I've been suffering depression for years, most of my friends don't realise it, they think i'm just a bit down when i am normally a very happy person. Street drugs don't cause my depression - but they are a part of the cause of build up of not dealing with the issues that eventually lead to my bad days. I'm only at the first part of the documentary (1st 20 minutes), perhaps it's too soon to make an opinion, but here's what came to my mind.
Considering a child is like a very sensitive sort of blank page, one is very susceptible to be marked by his nuclear social attachments influences: the family and kinds marks, or contextual "scars".
This of course taking in measure that a child is like a very sensitive film, and by several circumstances it could be overexposed by emotional trauma or familiar dysfunctionality.
The strangeness and the reprimands by the parents for their children (specially when parents are the initial carriers of those pathologies) or their absence of self-mirroring or and self-admitting of their own incongruent or and extreme behaviors to the children, makes the cycling effect of the perpetuation of the same pathologies on a child. I wondered about these pathologies not being a genetic disorder, but the results of familiar disorder, specially, when the child is sort of a very sensitive piece of film and or the familiar channels he is exposed to are extreme.
The depression comes by the resulting emotional turmoil of a helpless feeling, making the seek for the neutrality of that helpless sensation, the repetition of the enraged reactions to extreme conditions, the fight, and the cycle, the only emancipation through familiar disorders and the construction of a child's character specially when it's the only solution for the lonely child's sanity on a hostile and wild environment - the abnormal self-education he was forced to learn for surviving.
I also think that familiar scapegoating, negligence and guilt could be the most devastating and contributive triad for a child's pathologies amplification or the metamorphosis of something with very potential. Pardon me for my english errors, I would like to know if this makes any sense to any of you.
If you have been raised in a very up and down household, one or both of your parents could have bi-polar. I'm very impressed by your analysis as to how the family home environment is so very important in the successful raising of children. Luckily, some children thrive and become successful despite their growing conditions or problems (like bi-polar dissorder), which was explored in this film. Perhaps part of the problem with the growing number of people in modern society with "conditions" (ashma and allergies being big ones, mental health issues another), are caused by people blindly following modern society and ideas of success?
I think Stephen Fry is a toff nosed git; yes, he's funny as a result of playing himself and a parody for the idle elites.
I do think I have those pathologies, and I do know my obstacles are the result of a very oscillating compass of guilty and action which results in a devastating indecision - the depression. To thrive is a question of surpassing present when present is a step made: not to its validity be deteriorated by remorse or posterior indecision, as one is writing and after one feels what he'd wrote is rubbish. I do also have allergies and asthma, and I think in part this was caused by the disturbed pregnancy of my stressed and anxious mother, also by the lack or healthy aspects of child touching: the lack of it or its abnormal manifestations.
In my philosophical reasoning, I think society or educational figures as parents had demonstrated themselves throughout contemporary times as incongruent either to children either to citizens damaging the rising notions of a developing human psychological structure and specially when we are living in times where hysterical media and publicity live together with accessible knowledge. I think that the real paradox here is families living in a pseudo state or splitting off so easily while the society they're living in is even more chaotic only adding more turmoil to the stabilization of this social apparatus.
If an embryo is affected by his mother's emotional state on her pregnancy condition, I think it's fair to say that the individual or the family is also affected by the culture of the society they're living in.
I don't have background to positively or negatively say that an impression is made on genetic data by the generational continuity of this process. You don't have to be manic depressive to appreciate the insights of this documentary that all people can relate to in dealing with emotional ups and downs of life. That's why as a society we'd be wise to promote wisdom, rather than obedience, as Montaigne suggested. Ultimately in abstract, a citizen's health or his sense of helpless culminating in several pathologies, represents the degree of negligence or autism of a society towards him. I think society remains the same as before, there will always be things we don't like but at least now we don't electrically shock children with bad behavior anymore.
Although diet and healthy life style is a factor in depression, for many people it is simply an imbalance in chemicals in the brain, and in these cases it's like Parkinson's disease (not quite, more like anorexia I think), in which case drugs are necessary. Obedience has its place; I reather like it when my four-year-old obeys me and when he doesn't ---- a trip to the doctor for rabies shots! There was a lengthy study (one of many) on Amish families that indicated, at least tangentially, that labeling and modern society had little to do with the disease itself. Some of the things you have written about seems to me, to have parallels to some of my own thoughts and actions. Wow, I have been told by several people many times that I am probably bi-polar, but I didn't realize how well I fit the profile until watching this. I would definitely push that button he kept talking about, my mania doesn't add to my success like his does. I was diagnosed as manic depressive at 11 when I began experiencing rapid mood fluctuations which led me to make irrational and self destructive choices. I personally work in the field of cognitive behavior therapy and know utilizing these techniques would manipulate my moods, however I lack the ability to concentrate and stabilize my thoughts long enough to recognize or remember what I need to do when I need to do it.
My initial assessment is that the people such as yourself are perfectly capable or rational thought and blessed with able body to take care of yourself. Think of this in another way, if the now ever increasing number of people diagnosed with ADHD one day outnumber the 'normal' population, wouldn't it become the norm and thus becoming illness no more?
From the description that they are imposing I fit being bipolar and severe depression is already in my health files so I know what it means.
The thing about amish is that they are still a society and even harsher version of it as I see it, so anyone with problems in a city will certainly have problems with them just the same.
I think the reasons I mentioned aren't exclusive to the pathology itself, but they're greatly rejected in mainstream thinking. My organic philosophical approach sees the individual as part of an organism in a symbiotic apparatus. Speaking for myself, suffering from many pathologies here mentioned, I too suffer greatly when seeing my intention is to make things better contributing for a better world, but becoming severely depressed to see that most of our world with many exceptions though, is molded to function in terms of a economic top priority agenda. It shocks me to see incongruence, it shocks me to see that to make better is a potential considered dangerous for the equilibrium of a stagnated corrupted society. I don't know if you know a portuguese poet named Fernando Pessoa, but this text expresses my idea more properly: "The Manifest from Alvaro de Campos". I DO think wild mood swings or depression as being either an illness, or a evolutionary dead end. Modern pollution producing society (granting that pollution also includes human psych molding) perhaps is exacerbating the problem, but it is innate. Thanks to Stephen Fry for having the courage and heart to share his most personal thoughts and emotions. Tephen thankk you, I'm from Serbia and it is a very primitive environment and I'm 27 and a pharmacist by profession. However, what I have against this documentary is that it doesn't deal with the spiritual aspect of a person at all. Certainly nutrition and exercise is highly important but I found that the key is reducing conflict in the mind.
The teachings of Krishnamurti I also found essential: getting rid of authority in your life is very important. If you essentially virus-scan your mind regularly in choice-less awareness your mind becomes more integrated.
Certainly twins do share the same environment before birth and it's very probable that environment could influence the development of their brains in a most critical period, possibly leading to bipolar dissorder. This conclusion would be further backed up if fraternal twins had a similar bipolar-dissorder incidence as siblings of a different age (those who did not share a uterus at the same time).
Cohabitation in the womb seems like a possible explanation for the statistical correlation.
It is possible that "pretty much the same" between both types of twins could still be enough of a difference to give the small statistical variation.
Looking at one site it says "The causes of bipolar disorder have not yet been precisely determined; however, genetics seem to play a large role. An alternate theory for the cause of bi-polar disorder could be that other than a certain level of intelligence such that mental conflicts become a greater concern -- less intelligent people would be less bothered, for example, by conflicts between religious values and what science has revealed -- there is no significant hereditary component to the causes of bi-polar disorder.
It could be that we see clusters of this problem in families as unresolved conflict tends to get expressed as more conflict passed on to those around.
Just take 20-30 minutes every day in a quiet room, close your eyes, and watch your thoughts without giving priority to one thought over another. Some people are frightened by the confusion of their minds when they first start this choice-less awareness. I think it is immensely dangerous to stigmatize a child with this "disease" at such a young age, but would like to talk about this with someone like you who has studied it in depth. I was diagnosed BiPolar at the age of 20 and was told I would have to be on many pills for the rest of my life.
I tried running for a while and afterwards I would have huge crying spells and hours of suicidal thought.
All of us that have some variety of mental illness have been told, and also have ourselves said "If you had appendicitis, would you not have it treated"?, and a thousand other similar similies, but we all know, whether we like it or not, hardly anyone fully follows that to a t. In my case I have a brain disorder to go along with all this, which has been around forever, people speak rarely of it, though it has some modicum of understanding that has slowly grown through the ages, it still has stigma written all over it. Sometimes Im very very dark, and most times I employ a variety of strategies, (since I already take enough other meds to kill 5 junkies a day, I don't take any mood pills other than Tranxene, which is essentially Valium on Steroids, but it is also for seizures, panic, insomnia, and RLS) I run free in my own imagination as a break from everything else, and I spend a TON of time reading, watching lectures and documentaries, painting (when I can), meditation, music and enjoying the love of Family and Friends.
As far as Mental Health Meds, I am unable to tolerate SSRIs, as they turn me into a raving monster, completely transforming my personality into a much more dangerous one. Im not patting myself on the back, and what works for me, may very likely not work for you. At 48, with a lifelong war with depression, I have to say the one thing that never worked for me is CBT (Cognitive behaviour therapy) Generally, as an analytical person, I go through all of those steps already, and having another Therapist half my age wanting to fix me with flashcards just does not interest me. If you were right next to me, i would be the one patting you on the back in a very respect full way. Posting for the first and only time on TDF, i would think you would have wanted to make it a bit more interesting. Before being diagnosed I had people suggest I showed signs of BP but I dismissed it, it seemed for a while everyone suddenly was being diagnosed and I was not brought up to run to the doctor unless it was real serious. I found my own solution to not being able to get out of bed which was self medicating of course. Im beginning to see disturbing info about anti depressants making people more suceptable to accepting things they normally wouldn't, or less likely to protest when they normally would. The Secret Life Of Plants is a 1979 documentary directed by Walon Green based on a book of the same name written by Peter Tompkins and Christopher Bird.
The movie shows us that plants too are sentient and respond to human emotions, despite their lack of a nervous system and a brain. A cub of the Divine Lion, somehow I found myself confined in a sheepfold of frailties and limitations. Ramnicu Valcea is a town which is located in the center of Romania, at first glance it appears to be a typical town for the region, although quite beautiful. The Mine Wars or rather the "West Virginia coal wars" arose from a dispute between coal companies and the miners themselves. Donald Trump: Make America Hate Again is a film which sets about examining the many parallels between Donald Trump and many well known narcissists. This is the shocking tale of Nathan Leopold and Richard Loeb, two well to do college students who both came from extremely wealthy families in Chicago.
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The notion of bringing Mars to life – transforming a cold, dry, uninhabitable desert into a living planet – is called terraforming, it has been around for almost a century. I Lost My Job is a short documentary film which sets out to explore the phenomenon which is affecting and due to affect many people's lives - namely, technological unemployment. According to Morgen, he thought he was just going over his idea for the movie but before he could get two words out, Frances Bean pitched him on her idea for the film which, interestingly enough, was completely in sync with his own vision. Much of the content of the film came courtesy of Love, who gave Morgen the key to a storage facility filled with Cobain artifacts that she’d never rummaged through before, telling him, “Do what you need to do.” And Montage of Heck’s title is the name of a Cobain mixtape that he made in 1988, a sonic tapestry consisting of snippets of everything from James Brown to Daniel Johnston that offers a Being John Malkovich-esque wormhole into his unique mind.
Yes, the subject of suicide is indeed a recurring theme throughout Montage of Heck, which Morgen says should silence all the “conspiracy theorists” that believe that Cobain didn’t take his own life, e.g.
As to why Montage of Heck doesn’t explore Cobain’s suicide at the age of 27, a death which has proven to be catnip for conspiracy loons, he gets more than a bit riled up. You are currently viewing our site as a guest which gives you limited access to view most discussions, videos and photo galleries. The five-part series, informs viewers of exciting information in the brain sciences, introduces the foremost researchers in the field, and utilizes dynamic visual imagery and compelling human stories to help a general audience understand otherwise difficult scientific concepts. A startling new map of the human brain has emerged during the past decade of neuroscience research, contradicting much of what was previously believed. 12:42am Tarheel Alpha Male" data-content=" View Profile "> Tarheel Alpha Male: Any news on Tim Lovell? 1:41am mahi-mahi91" data-content=" View Profile ">mahi-mahi91: Hello Tarheel, how are you? 12:01am Jasmine Marston" data-content=" View Profile ">Jasmine Marston: Loving this topic !!! 6:16pm Terran resistance" data-content=" View Profile ">Terran resistance: quinton how do you embed an image because i have tried img src etc and it doesnt work?
Documentary made in the early 90’s but the information is more relevant and credible today because we see so many things that have actually happened that back when it was said would have seemed a bit far fetched at the time! Here is a meeting of the minds among world leaders in the hope to consolidate the world into some form of collective governance.
Watching this film should leave the viewer no doubt that the crimes and murder committed in London were done by other organizations than by claimed by the official and corporate media.
The Clinton Chronicles: An Investigation into the Alleged Criminal Activities of Bill Clinton is a 1994 film that accused Bill Clinton of a range of crimes.
The film was produced by Citizens for Honest Government, a project of a Westminster, California organization named Creative Ministries Inc., partially funded by Larry Nichols, a long-time Clinton opponent, and distributed with help from the Rev.
John Carpenter wrote and directed this science fiction thriller about a group of aliens who try to takeover the world by disguising themselves as Young Republicans. Who knew, it says “American Bank Note Company” right there on our birth certificates!?
When the UNITED STATES declared bankruptcy, pledged all Americans as collateral against the national debt, and confiscated all gold, eliminating the means by which you could pay, it also assumed legal responsibility for providing a new way for you to pay, and it did that by providing what is known as the Exemption, an exemption from having to pay for anything. Also when we filled out the Form SS-5 we ‘allowed’ the ‘company’ access to our account, our check book as it were, the pre-paid account that was set-up when our birth certificate issued. Fractional Reserve Banking If a [your] birth certificate is worth, say, 1 million, the bank can loan that same 1 million out as many as 9 times, thus making the [your] birth certificate worth 9 million; and it keeps going, going and going for infinity. Unlawful Killing is a 2011 British documentary film, directed by Keith Allen, about the deaths of Diana, Princess of Wales and Dodi Fayed on 31 August 1997.
Lawyers asked to advise on the film by the producers said it would need 87 cuts before the film could be certified for release in the United Kingdom.
Last week I was sent a link, by an Oath Keeper, showing an amazing document she took from the NASA website.
Page 14: Talks about key future technologies like the introduction of robotics, and genetic engineering before birth. Page 66: Discusses human beings scientifically analyzed without the consideration of the soul or intrinsic worth, but of our limitations in the new world order.
The real eye opener to me is the coldness of its inhumanity, as we are considered lab rats.

Do you realize that the AR-15 you bought last year stimulated the military industrial complex as much as a medium sized war? Conspiracy of Silence, a documentary listed for viewing in TV Guide Magazine was to be aired on the Discovery Channel, on May 3, 1994.
Many children suffered the indignity of wearing nothing but their underwear and a number displayed on a piece of cardboard hanging from their necks when being auctioned off to foreigners in Las Vegas, Nevada and Toronto, Canada. At the last minute before airing, unknown congressmen threatened the TV Cable industry with restrictive legislation if this documentary was aired. A copy of this videotape was furnished anonymously to former Nebraska state senator and attorney John De Camp who made it available to retired FBI Agent Ted L.
In November of 1999, I acquired an enormous amount of paperwork from retired FBI Senior Special-Agent-In-Charge Ted L. Soon after after retiring from the FBI in March of 1979 , Ted began looking more deeply into cases of satanic murder activity after becoming convinced of the innocence of a young Army medical doctor, Dr. What happened next to Jeffrey MacDonald is nothing short of the greatest case of malicious prosecution and injustice in modern history. The participation of persons of high position in satanic rituals and child prostitution in the Omaha, Nebraska was revealed in the 1992 book, The Franklin Cover-Up, by former state senator and attorney, John DeCamp. Conspiracy of Silence was a one hour video describing the Franklin Cover-Up originallly due to be aired on the Discovery Channel in 1994.
But I will say, I wish they would pay more attention to what these people eat and maybe even try to enforce more than the pills.
I don't know what I have sincerely, I do know that one considering bipolar crisis or maniac depressive behaviors, one is considering extremes or extremed emotional states, in terms of common opinion, and I do know that in my childhood I was exposed to extreme emotional states by extreme external situations. I'm pretty sure about that and I cannot avoid to quote greek myths about the inherent metaphorically psychology of parents eating, destroying or neutralizing their children as a repetition of what they've suffered as infants in their own childhood.
I do perish from this kind of problem as the pursuit of a thing masked as perfectionism: the absence of critic, the result of familiar turmoils devastating my personality. I do think that allergies are in part consequence of that as also as hiper protection or the contrast between that and negligence or antagonistic caress manifestations while infant - which was my case. As Abraham Maslow wrote in his "Theory of human motivation" as also as Aristotles and Plato did, a sick citizen reflects a sick society, or in my terms, the binary result of a incongruent society where its educational values don't correspond to their practice, or practical actions.
I do think that abnormal societies, like the ones with higher gaps among social and economical classes, tend to use its citizens as products or tools to perpetuate the existence of certain privileged classes, as also as parents use scapegoating or frustrated projections with their children also as the products or tools as to dodge facing their own problems or achieve self-esteem by overloading their children with their non fulfilled dreams.
I consider as Aristotles did, the stronger nucleus of a family the stronger construction canvas of an individual's character and stronger their society's health and constructibility by his contribution. The domino effect takes place, but like an hierarchical pyramid of structural classes, society itself is the maximum archetype of an example, recreated later by family and later by its members and ultimately by the individual himself, in simple terms. I think that at least that cultural familiar practices are molded within this way if education itself is generated by the repetition of the same errors and by the "dodging" reaction I mentioned in the previous post. Sociological nets made in a society could be metaphorically compared to a planet's atmosphere, and the necessary gravitational balance which would allow its vital and fragile existence.
There is always a way to go but at least we could do something about it by starting with ourselves. I think depression is complex and can be caused by different factors, and therefore there are different treatments, and different people will react to different treatments depending on their cause. I cried from the outset when you explained what your depression felt like, it is exactly like mine.
There is no sane or insane in nature, either you live or die and if you manage to live there is no difference of how you do it. I can guaranty that survival and all of discomforts that you might encounter living like that will pale in comparison to emotional and mental turmoil that you felt while living in the concrete jungle. It is mostly frustrating and ends up getting me into trouble because I do things I later regret, I am rude to people that do not deserve it, I over look or simply forget important things because my mind is moving so fast. We spend all of our time here in nature, there are enough choirs here that you could stay busy from now to the end of time and never get it all done- but my self, my mother, and my brother still suffer from bi-polar disorder.
I would also like to thank vlatko and as a side note mention that I find the suggested similar documentaries to be fascinating in their ramifications. I too was prescribed lithium however experienced the zombie like state as mentioned in this doc and chose not to medicate myself since.
I believe in the ability to naturally manipulate our bodies through habit, diet and exercise however I lack motivation to change as I’ve developed the coping strategy of comforting myself. The one thing about those of us that are labeled with this curse or blessing is that we know we can do anything and can. What I meant was that this bipolar 'illness' exist only in the perception of those who wave an idea of what is 'normal behaviour'. When I said that it's 'caused by society' I meant that the only reason bipolarity is unhealthy is because of society that is too rough on the person having the illness, even though it might not appear doing anything wrong. So as I said before if one is away from the 'system' aka society, then there is no problem.
Scapegoating is older than history, and many people more advanced from their time or people that somehow chose to follow their own paths or the path of questioning, they were usually excluded one way or another when jeopardizing the "order" status of a society. I could quote, Plato's cave allegory, Gallileu's judgement, Sade's imprisonment, Luther King's assassination, Giordano Bruno's burn in fire sentence, Salem witches, Julian Assange's cables, etc. My intellect knows this is stupid and antagonist of a better evolution and to the survival of human species.
This person as many artists, scientists, philosphers, etc, were considered lunatic at their times, and hypocritically they were considered national symbols post-mortem. Not just early childhood trauma that a psychologist might focus on but all the uncountable conflicts in our thinking.
Last time I looked it hangs on twin studies -- where twins that are separated at birth still have a higher chance of becoming bi-polar. If the thinking of the brain is fragmented, in conflict, then when life events challenge one or excite one -- it could be a happy event when a problem is suddenly solved - the heightened multitude of firing neurons can't be integrated. Of course, maybe I just misunderstood because of the way you expressed yourself - the word 'conflict' in this context is confusing.
And yes, stress and conflict in a mother during pregnancy could alter her hormonal status and this might be the environmental factor that is crucial for the children.
Although there is often a difference between the form of the placenta between these types of twins, the chemical substances reaching the babies is pretty much the same in both cases.
I do believe this is the case with schizophrenia, a disease that shares some similarities with manic depression. The proof for heredity as being a major cause still seems quite weak years after these twin studies. The process lets thoughts go to their completion which they sometimes don't do during our regular day.
This is a very narrow view, built on a foundation of your opinions for a treatise on what posting is, isn't, will or wont be. Why?, because we do not understand the brain well enough, we fear it, as any other unknown.
I also cannot take the old-school tricyclics, such as Imipramine, I get hives, and a dry mouth that tastes like I have a mouthful of pennies.
I just wanted to share anything I could from my experiences, that perhaps in some small way will help someone in a dark place.
The most effective therapy for myself, aside from meditation, is group therapy, not just to commiserate, but you are with people that get it EXACTLY, no psychobabble or bullshit agenda. It always seemed strange to me that the crap I was on didn't seem to affect me like it did most people. They share sacred knowledge about Po Tolo, Sirius's companion star invisible to the naked eye. This sentience is observed primarily through changes in the plant's conductivity, as through a polygraph, as pioneered by Cleve Backster. The film made heavy use of time-lapse photography (where you can see plants grow in a few seconds, creepers reaching out to other plants and tugging on them, mushrooms and flowers popping open, etc.), certainly in order to portray them as animate beings.
Artists, scientists, subcultures, religions, activists, and visionaries all share plots in the field of Psychobotany. One person however hated the cheery tone of the film, this was the author of the books, PL Travers. Directed by Morgen and executive produced by Frances Bean, it's an utterly fascinating look at the music legend’s inner life via a multimedia patchwork of hundreds of hours of unreleased audio footage, interviews, home videos, animation, drawings, mixtapes, diary entries, and testimonials from friends and family, ranging from his parents to Krist Novoselic and Courtney Love. Morgen says he leaked the mixtape online a few months back to “get it out into the public discourse” so that his desired doc title could be approved by the powers that be. His shame soon manifested itself in violence, and he falls in with a group of local bullies—scenes that Morgen recreates through Waltz with Bashir-like animation sequences. One day, he alleges that he went to the house of an overweight, mentally retarded girl—who they bullied the previous day—and the two had sex. We will not share your email with anyone for any reasonThese private home videos taken by Cobain and Love really shed light on the nature of their relationship. There’s a powerful scene where Love admits to using heroin while she was pregnant with Frances Bean, and gets emotional when discussing how the tabloid media's claims that Frances was born addicted to heroin, epitomized by Lynn Hirschberg's awful Vanity Fair hit piece, plagued her family. In fact, while Krist Novoselic features prominently in the doc, Grohl is rather noticeably absent.
By joining our free community you will have access to post topics, communicate privately with other users, upload videos and photos in your own photo album and access many other special features. This series tells stories through a mix of personal histories, expert commentary, and animation. Previous to his death he had been on tour across the United States speaking out about various subjects including his involvement with building a secret underground base in Dulce, New Mexico for the military. Wrestler Roddy Piper stars as John Nada, a drifted who makes his way into an immense encampment for the homeless.
Why it’s not too far fetched to imagine the day when you will be able to walk confidently into your bank to legally, lawfully and ethically deposit some of YOUR value into your account? We gave them permission as signers to write checks on our account, and they do all the time.
So this is probably why there is so much confusion over President Obama’s birth certificate. Department of Commerce, the Department notifies the Treasury Department, which takes out a loan from the Federal Reserve.
It was financed by Mohamed Al-Fayed and Associated-Rediffusion and shown in Cannes while the 2011 Cannes Film Festival was in progress.
It perpetuates the long-standing allegation by Al-Fayed that the Royal Family was opposed to Diana’s relationship with Dodi due to his religion.
It graphically shows application of new technology uses in warfare, and inadvertently the complete domination and control of the human mind. The use of low power microwaves on whole populations that would cause universal behavioral performance decrements, seizures, gross altercation in brain function, 30% to 100% increases in blood flow to the brain, lethality, and further interactions between low power microwaves (microwatts per sq. Human downsides include, too large, too heavy, too tinder, too slow (both mentally and physically), and that humans are rapidly decreasing to have a negative value in the light of scientific advancements. It is being called a warfare strategy document, and I can’t say, at this time, what the true ramifications of this paper might be, or why it was allowed to surface on the NASA site. It reminds me of an organization I once inadvertently joined at the Progressive San Diego City College. With 3000 fresh fetuses every day from the US alone, and the doors opened by Obama to use them in stem-cell research, what lucrative monstrosities are being created behind the curtains of science? Do you realize that this new technology can coerce your mind to use that weapon to kill your entire family, and then yourself? This documentary exposed a network of religious leaders and Washington politicians who flew children to Washington D.C. Almost immediately, the rights to the documentary were purchased by unknown persons who had ordered all copies destroyed. He exposed satanism in the CIA, drug running, chemtrails,the illuminati,mk ultra mind control.
Ted Gunderson provided a substantial amount of investigative assistance to John DeCamp in uncovering the story. The documentary was pulled and the UK producers paid off to obtain all copies by unknown political figures in congress. I've always had a very good diet, excluding the drugs and alcohol i have consumed and I have always been active. What I use to call the traumatic familiar history couriers passed through generations by the mentioned triad. Any sane person couldn't help but feel depressed (I'd say, supressed) by the bad joke posing as reality. In those terms a society that does not see value in individual questioning (antagonist of tooling individuals) by its own agenda demands, in terms of sociological patterns, only generates unfitted characters or persons.
Like erratic chaotic particles, individuals with destroyed families try to compensate that void by searching other "families" or nuclear familiar cores to attach with. With that said, what is passed down is culture, and people with unstable family bring ups are more likely to continue the trend (although many do break out of the cycle).
Either way we shouldn't impose that one treatment is better than the other, or that the environment is the only factor. I am in a low period at the moment, it's hard to leave the house, what's worse is that I am a single mum and am struggling to make ends meet and keep up with my duties.
Most of these 'sick' people would be perfectly able (given the chance and some guidance) to live apart from so called 'normal' world in their own real life made up world.
I grew up with wonderful grades and amazing creativity, lots of people bragging on how I would turn out to be something wonderful. I constantly start creative projects with great potential for success when I am in a manic state, but then I hit the down side and abandon the projects all together.
I too tend to sleep away the racing thoughts, lift my spirits with wine and food or numb myself to the abhorrent untruths and truths that play in my mind by burying myself in a book or fantasy of some sort. You would think that once you distinguished that this or that behavior or action causes you trouble, pain, or even aggravation you would be able to stop it, tell yourself to slow down and think about what you are doing for instance so you don't end up forgetting so much important stuff- but I can't. No meds, no drugs(legal or otherwise) self observation and putting a limit to my emotions is one way I choose. By that I mean that all sociological and related problems exist solely in the realm of the society it's basics. Even if one has a pre existing condition it changes nothing because there is no one that can stimulate the person to see any negative effects i.e.
When I say more advanced civilizations I say the ones that are more inclined to this approach, where the individual is seen as an important organ of a society. My emotional states enters in short-circuit seeing what we learn or what is dictated as moral an ethics is greatly not followed or it's totally incongruent by its preachers. And you get outraged as I do and powerless and depressed as consequence for feeling yourself so much detached from the society you defend.
I started with cognitive therapy -- it's a bit misrepresented in the doc -- the behaviour modification is not as important as reducing the conflict inducing reactive mental patterns.
A possible explanation is that twins for 9 months share the experience of conflict in the mother's life with all the hormones that entails.
Maybe some people have more "noise" because of the thin-ness of white matter shielding the brain transmission lines.
If identical twins show a higher bipolar-dissorder correlation than fraternal twins then it's logical to assume genes are an important factor.
However, I do not know the results of manic depression twin studies so here I am only making logical assumptions.
Some people are able to resolve the conflicts of ideas and the experience of conflict between people adequately.
I am a Health Care professional myself and this Documentary gave me a real insight and better understanding of this Mental Health Issue. I tried a sit up regiment for a while also, and the only way I could motivate myself was to call myself horrible names and pretend it was punishment. I will paraphrase the Supreme Court's reaction to Mormon Polygamy; you can believe whatever you like, but you cannot practice or impose it upon others. Worse, we fear that those around us will fear us as a Monster, or mock us as mad, loony, nuts, or just politely keep distance. I have Epilepsy, which still in many ways is thought of as "the other" just as Bi-Polar and Schizophrenic patients, but perhaps to a lesser degree, since only 2 of my friends have ever witnessed me in a full Grand Mal, but they all have seen me in the throes of panic or total, despondent depression.
Talking to my cat is just another way of me talking myself through the darkness, while enjoying the warmth and companionship of a beautiful creature that wants nothing more than to be with you, no matter what happened that day. For those that are helped by these meds, bless you, you deserve the relief, I am merely laying out what Ive had to do as a routine when medication is not an option.
There are, Morgen says, a total of 40 minutes of never-before-heard Cobain instrumentals and pieces of 5 unreleased songs, as well as Cobain’s cover of The Beatles’ “And I Love Her.” Morgen’s film is strikingly intimate, pulling back the veil on people’s idealized notions of what many consider the last true rock star.

Cobain is an incredibly cute child, and we see clips of him hammering away on a piano at two, and shredding a miniature guitar at the age of four. They were primarily taken during his six-month hiatus from Nirvana following a worldwide tour for Nevermind where he retired to a home in Washington with Love to do heroin. Morgen says Grohl was just too busy, and they filmed an interview with Grohl after they’d finished the film that may find its way into later versions of Montage of Heck.“We put the film together, and then I felt like I made a slight mistake,” says Morgen. When examining the adolescent brain we find mystery, complexity, frustration, and inspiration. I guess that we either have way too many lurkers (guilty of that) or most are just made up of autobots and fish eyes. There he stumbles upon a conspiracy concerning aliens who have hypnotized the populace through subliminal messages transmitted through television, magazines, posters, and movies. These bonds are collateralized by your birth certificate which becomes a negotiable instrument. Why should we not be able to cash out a few billion dollars that we have created, backed by our labour, only to be stolen from us by the very people who claim to represent OUR collective best interests? Keep in mind, this is the same account the bankers fractionalized and created huge, almost unlimited sums of “money”, and we became ‘co-business partners’, with the ‘company’.
It is the application that is the real negotiable instrument and the birth certificate proves there is a negotiable instrument being used in commerce — to borrow money. The Treasury uses the loan to purchase a bond (the Fed holds a purchase money security interest in the bond) from the Department of Commerce, which invests the sale proceeds in the stock or bond market.
It seems to emphatically indicate the real reason we have not returned to the moon, and how our space programs have been thwarted. But then Monsanto may indeed be suspect in GMO, cloning and GE , there are literally hundreds more doing the same, and all around the world. No doubt, if it is brought into the twisted truths of mainstream media, it will be downplayed, said to be a forgery, or simply told that it is speculative, and taken out of context. There, for a grade, I promoted ZPG, Zero Population Growth, and quit suddenly when I realized that it advocated the mandatory sterilization of women at 14 yoa. Newly constructed laboratories with mirrored windows are closed to the public, and all under the control of a banking cartel that can print money out of thin air. While the video quality is not top grade, this tape is a blockbuster in what is revealed by the participants involved. MacDonald, who was falsely convicted in August, 1979 of the murder of his wife and two young daughters (5 year old Kimberly, and 2 year old Kristen MacDonald) in a bloody and grisly satanic style murder scene that took place in their home in the early morning hours of Feb. John DeCamp had obtained an in-house copy which he gave to Ted Gunderson in the late 1990s.
Being active is the key to reversing my depression, get on a bike and go for a ride and all my issues float away.
Those who appear 'happy' are most likely obsessively evading reality; like the majority of supressed people but they don't just give up and give in but battle away in a frenzy of optimissm. I think it's not by coincidence that asthma and allergies are strongly connected to the ability to deal with stress and the malfunction and misrepresentation of one's organism reaction towards danger. Some people could have happy lives but still suffer from depression, for example, Stephen Fry. Constantly battling feelings of self hate and using food to dull the emotions has deepened the descent.
I had poems published and got into public speaking and political movements, all of which were successful. But it is not normal when these moods become so extreme that they cause abnormal behavior, when they begin to swing back and forth from one extreme to the other for no apparent reason.
Still I can’t help but wonder if it’s not those with grandiose delusions who have helped to shape our world. While I am able to function and survive on my own, I have not been able to truly progress in any of my endeavors. The binary choices are to fit and mold yourself into society's patterns or to be somehow labeled as "different" or to be worked to become fitable.
An happy and considered individual is a potentially exponentiated more valuable contributor to the society or social habitat he lives in. I almost wish I could just drift through these episodes with an indifference that comes from ignorance instead of analyzing myself to the point of physical paralysis with a mind at warp speed. Others like overloaded computers can't process the workload sufficiently (because of the nature and quantity of these conflicts) and develop an ever increasing backload of unresolved conflict. Disturbing memories will reoccur but decrease in intensity over time as you see them in a fresh way.
In fact, my friends expect a certain amount of depressive or panicky behaviour in me from time to time, since I am also disabled with a spinal tumor. Sirius does have an orbiting companion star invisible to the naked eye and the Dogon Tribe have known this for thousands of years without any astronomical equipment.
Cut to a few years later and, with Love, Nirvana, and Mestel onboard, Morgen met with Cobain’s daughter, Frances Bean, who by then had gained control over her father’s name, likeness, and appearance rights.
We see Love and Cobain brushing their teeth in the morning, Love exposing her breasts, the couple playing music together (clearly out of it), them imitating Sid and Nancy, and mocking Guns N’ Roses. In another, a strung-out Cobain falls asleep sitting upright while playing with his infant daughter. The mystery begins in the womb - only four weeks into gestation the first brain cells, the neurons, are already forming at an astonishing rate: 250,000 every minute. As the brain begins teeming with hormones, the prefrontal cortex, the center of reasoning and impulse control, is still a work in progress.
The study of emotion was once relegated to the backwaters of neuroscience, a testament to the popular conception that what we feel exists outside our brains, acting only to intrude on normal thought. Still writing new poems, still reading to live audiences, he stands as an inspiring example of the brain's ability to stay vital in the final years of our lives. Families37 TopicsRecent: The Rockefellers are Worth 500 Trillion Dollars, what about the Poor!! All Part Of A Much Larger, Long-running Goal Based On the Aims & the Desires Of A Particular Group .
The bonds are hypothecated, traded until their value is unlimited for all intents and purposes, and all that credit created is technically and rightfully yours. They are able to access and use our pre-paid account, for whatever they deem necessary.…the ‘company’ then took the application and pledged your future labor as a guarantee for payment to the bankers, also known as the International Monetary Fund (IMF).
The State makes a Certified Copy and sends that on to the Department of Commerce, Washington, D.C.
The Treasury Department then issues Treasury securities in the form of Treasury Bonds, Notes, and Bills using the bonds as surety for the new securities. I suggest you do the same, and share it with everyone, well, the 22 percent who still read anyway. NASA has been hijacked by the military industrial complex, and it emphatically explains how this new technology, by decades of experimentation, trials and covert testing, have and will be used on any entity they deem a threat, including Americans. One small bump was that science could not yet make that procedure reversible, as a study of lab rats determined sterilization of women the only recourse, because one rouge male could, in theory, impregnate 100 females. They even go so far as to see the good in every situation and believe the good in every body. It's not a magic bullet or a cure, but for many (like ME), it kept me from going to jail, hurting myself, or other people. Now I'm rambling when I see a parallel with religious dogmatic education and the fall of he who questioned.
I have a family but when I have reached out for help they have shrugged me off as though I am being a drama queen.
I also get accused of misrepresenting myself a lot by people that only know me say from work or some social engagement, because someone that meets you in one of your manic states can't believe you are even the same person when you hit a down period, they think you simply played a part to impress them and now this is the real you. We have a mental health department but they have no idea what they are doing, none of them are licensed or hold a degree- they are simply people that took a one year course at a local community college. It is ridiculous to say it is because of our modern way of living, if that were so everyone would experience this and it would not seem so odd to you.
I try to tell myself to slow down, get some sleep, don't get so carried away and passionate about things- but that thought doesn't stay in my mind long enough or become organized enough to take root really, because my mind is spinning with mania. And that if you are expecting to find something (with the relatives of bi-polars) you are more likely to find it.
It isn't brought into some "Canon of Internet Posting Laws", nonetheless, enjoy your self ascribed limits. Courtney has had death threats for years because of that film, which is completely unfounded. Dave, management, and myself, we all knew that if Dave wasn’t in the film that it would look like there was tension in the family—which is clearly not the case. A child learns to reason, to pay attention, to remember, but nowhere is learning more dramatic than in the way a child learns language.
For the first time, scientists can offer an explanation for what parents already know -- adolescence is a time of roiling emotions, and poor judgment. Nada joins the underground, teaming up with rebel-leader Frank (Keith David) to eradicate the lizard-like aliens from the body politic. In point of fact, you should be able to go into any store in America and buy anything and everything in sight, telling the clerk to charge it to your Exemption account, which is identified by a nine-digit number that you will recognize as your Social Security number without the dashes. It is to con us into contracting with the feds so that they can ‘legally’ confiscate our property.
The bankers gave the company a credit for your application against the amount that the company owed the bankers, which at the time of your birth, was worth close to 1 million dollars. Bill Brockbrader declared himself a sovereign being and based upon solid Law demanded his case be dismissed. From there another Certified Copy is made and sent to the International Monetary Fund (IMF) in Brussels, Belgium. This cycle is based on the future tax revenues of the legal person whose name appears on the Birth Certificate.
Today this reversal can indeed be done, and with our civil liberties being just an illusion, and our culture resembling the lab rats tests more and more, what can stop it? Perhaps this paper was put there without fear of reprisal, because their assessment of us is right.
They know that we the people want to unite for a common cause, it will ultimately be their downfall, and now we are fighting again over color, a distraction promoted on every station. The Conspiracy of Silence is the greatest testament to the victory of corruption and murder over innocence and justice ever seen in a modern times. By the time I graduated high school I had already taken care of my first year of college as well. If they stick around long enough they see that you are both people and are being sincere, but most don't stick around and I can't blame them really. Besides they have done plenty of studies on people that live socially isolated lives and they also experience this condition at approximately the same rate as their counter parts here in the modern world. I’m not formally educated beyond trade schools and cannot afford any of the treatment options presented in this doc.
When I am depressed I try to tell myself you know you have been through this before, you will come out off it, it will get better, but you are so hopeless you can't believe that. Overturning decades of dogma, scientists recently discovered that even into our seventies, our brains continue producing new neurons. All these contracts have only our signatures on them because corporate fictions cannot contract (only natural beings have the right to contract – and the right not to contract).
This transaction is what is referred to as a “money of account” transaction, as no real money changed hands. This posts looks at how the concept of a corporation in charge has resulted in the citizens of the United States to be considered collateral, to be bought and sold on the Stock Market.
No doubt, what we are facing in the future we can hardly conceive of today, and this paper gives just a taste of what we have in store. I want to see what they are saying about that crazy trial and that idiot racist Jessie Jackson, before the game. And that's the most critical question when you're bombarded with weapons of biomass destruction.
But, my manic behavior and severe depressive moods eventually led to drug addiction, suicide attempts, and of course eventual entanglement with the law. Most of the people that have this condition have never heard of it so it isn't like they starting emulating it unconsciously. The preceding post is precisely right when mentioning the limitations being poor or un-wealthy presents. And even if it does go away you also know it will come back, that your life is this roller coaster ride that you can't seem to stop anymore. Because there is no full disclosure – we are never told that we have just signed away what we believe to be our property – these contracts are fraudulent, and hence, we are still the lawful owner and the profit earned by the feds from selling securities (our property) belongs to us and must go into a fund for our benefit, otherwise it would be fraud. But that death may not be the end of your life, but your country, your liberty and will, and your very soul. Paul Bonner was killed with a drug overdose shortly after being filmed for this documentary. You're right, riding a bike, gardening or any creative active focus banishes depression as we live in that natural moment. I do now have my addiction issue under control, but I still have horrible depression punctuated by periods of severe mania were I don't sleep for days and love everyone and everything.
I went to the mental health center when I first realized I had issues and addiction problems, they told me I needed to turn my life over to God and just lighten up some (LOL).
I admire your enthusiasm and wish you the best of luck, but I think it takes more than just deciding to better yourself, at least in my case. This device is initiated simply by converting the lawful, true name of the child into a legal, juristic name of a person.
You see, from my perspective, God helps those who help themselves, and yet there are elements who want us all to sit back trusting, and ideally put our lives in the hands of God. I am a creative and a writer and I know that when I am tuned in it is like a higher power working through me creatively. Thanks for posting this Vlatko, I think it has the potential to make a difference in a lot of peoples lives. Legally, you are considered to be a slave or indentured servant to the various Federal, State and local governments via your STATE-issued and STATE-created Birth Certificate in the name of your all-caps person.
This is great because you do wonderfully at work and start moving up really fast, you want to work all the time-literally, and you do so with unmatched enthusiasm and happiness. I’m going to give you an experience where you go deep inside of Kurt in a way you wouldn’t be able to access in a novel.”The film closes with Cobain’s overdose in Rome, where he was found half-dead in his hotel room after consuming 50 Rohypnol pills and champagne.
Birth Certificates are issued so that the issuer can claim exclusive title to the legal person created thereby. Usually this means you get lots of attention and start moving up, people are talking about how wonderful you are and how you are going to be the next start of the company- but then the inevitable down spell comes.
According to Love, Cobain tried to take his life because she was “thinking about” cheating on him with someone else, and Cobain was such a good reader of her that he could tell. But for people like me that are not wealthy and really have no outlet for that mania it can be just as horrible as the depression.
The higher the high was the lower the down goes, so it really goes low in this situation usually. It’s these themes of “shame and ridicule" that, Morgen says, are central to the Cobain saga. What sucks is that I let a lot of people down who I really care about because their friend who they love disappears. It has gotten so bad now that when I try and talk to my mom about a new job or project I am pumped about she knows what is coming, she tries to warn me- but it never helps.
There is so much more to write but maybe I'll save that for a novel during my "manic" period. Myself and each of my parents had to sign an affidavit that my legal name was spelled Lynn and not Lyn. Though I know you will probably never read this it makes me feel better posting it because from watching your documentary I now have a name for my problem; Bipolar.

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